what’s it? light smut, still nsfw and still minors do not interact
sugar level? 0.7k
allergen warning/s? mentions of public sex, praise
regulars? @hanayanetwork
some people think ushijima being so blunt and honest is a bad thing. that he’s rude and doesn’t care about people’s feelings. then there are people who like you, his beloved, treasured girlfriend who loves that about him and thinks that’s one of his best qualities.
Bokuto was a chunky baby. I Truly believe it. He had the chubbiest cheeks, thick arms and legs and always cried for more food. When you came over the second time for family dinner his mom instantly pulled out the photo album. She showed you so many pictures of him in the bath tub, pouting in his bed, putting his toys in his mouth. He was the cutest baby. She even shows you videos she took of him when he was done drinking milk. He looked so dazed and messy. Milk all over his lips, eyes staring at the ceiling as if looking at the light of god. He is so cute. Of course it embarrasses him a little. Having to watch his mom show his girlfriend her collection of him as a child. He sits at the corner of the couch sarcastically laughing and trying to cut the video short with other topics.
“How long is the beef supposed to be in the oven?”
“I think dad is calling you. I think he needs your help with something.”
His mother just ignores him or one of his sisters bring up another memory. You’ve seen so many Halloween costumes, school trips, class performances and family vacations. When it was all said and down he pulls you to the side. “Next time we’re going to your parents and I want to see all the photos they took of you.” He huffs then kisses your lips and drags you to the kitchen table. You only smirked to yourself knowing there weren’t as many photos as his mother’s collection.
It’s the hardest thing to realize that you’ve become the family’s burden. The one who takes their lashing, aggression and disrespect. And for you to truly tell yourself you can’t hate them. You still love them but they don’t even bother with you they don’t reciprocate anything and rather choose you last. You’re a failure in their eyes, a disappointment, dirty, lazy. Labels that’s been tossed onto you so much you’ve believed and started to become exactly who they say you are. Nothing.
The laughter, smiles and hugs don’t last. It hurts. It burns at your heart. You just want to talk to them but you’ve been deemed the villain and painted to be weak. You can’t turn to no one, talk to. No one to help you. You’re forced to live as if you owe them your body and soul and it’s still never enough. Side remarks that you know are words of regret for even having birthed you. Tough love turned to cold stone “love”. You want to hate but you can’t. Because who else will you have if not them. You don’t even like yourself. But how can you love others if you can’t even love yourself?
My only comfort is with fictional characters that don’t exist and wouldn’t even look my way if they were real. I want to write to free myself from the sadness. To imagine a better life for myself in words even if I do just write smut. It makes me happy. But I’ve been through too much to even find the right words to write. I’m stuck on the same thing, in the same place. I need help and feel like the only place I can express my feelings is on my personal blog. Where ppl are nice to me. They don’t see me as ugly, worthless, a pain. They see my work and my effort and appreciate my contribution.
Stepdaddy!Uzui trying to be a good father to his stepdaughter despite you trying in any way to get his attention with skimpy clothes and deep cleavage, thigh-high socks and red lipstick. Stepdaddy!Uzui who pretends not to look at your ass when you bend over teasingly in front of him and start talking about things out of turn to get his reactions. Stepdaddy!Uzui
who tries not to play along and fall for your teasing, not even touching you with a finger. Stepdaddy!Uzui who wants to see you pleading for him, wants to see how much you hold out before you give in and openly tell him what you want — just so he can reply with an “oh poor thing, you just want daddy’s attention, don’t you?” before forcing his big fat huge cock into your puffy lips and sliding it deep into your throat praising for how you are a “good girl for daddy”.
You bite down on your underwear as you feel his tip trying to get inside of you. Hands cuffed to the headboard of his bed as he forces your legs into the mattress and use them to hold himself up. His hair blocking his eyes as he stares down at your pussy watching his dick try and fail to get inside of you. His hands squeezing and scratching the skin of your thighs as he tries his absolute best not to be any more forceful than he already is. As if it even mattered.
“It’s okay baby, you can relax for me.” He tries to get you to relax and stop tensing so much. But how could you? He was literally about to take your virginity. You were scared, unsure, even regretting that you told him yes. You whine and push out the soak panty from your mouth.
“Iida, you’re-“ he quickly puts his hand over your mouth.
“Shh, shh, it’s okay baby. I’ve prepped you, I know you can take me. At least try to.” His hand moves from your mouth and back to your thigh. He rest his forehead against yours and his deep blue eyes stare into yours.
“God, you’re so fucking sexy.” He says. You gasp hearing the very first profanity from your boyfriend. Usually he’d be the one correcting everyone on their manners and how they present themselves but now, behind closed doors and alone with you he doesn’t care. He could never see a more delicious sight than your sweaty body under his. You were his weakness. His dick found it’s way at your dripping hole. Tip covered in your slick. Both your genitals throbbing with heat and aching to feel each other.
“Take a deep breath.” He instructs you. You close your eyes gently and take a deep breath. Immediately hitching your breath when his tip breaks your barriers and sinks inside of you. Iida kisses your forehead and praises you.
“Good girl. Yes, just like that, don’t resist.” Your thighs quake in his hands. Trying to close your own legs as he keeps them pried open as he continues to push inside of you. Tears falling from your shut eyes, whimpers escaping your bitten lips. Toes curled and back arching off the bed. Iida dips his head to your ear, shuddering as he feels your hot walks squeeze his girthy length. His eyes tightly shut as he tries to keep his composure. Trying his best not to go wild on your precious body. Trying to treat you like a pillow princess. Your gurgled groans and sexy whines cause him to pause. He kisses your neck sloppily. Tasting the salty sweet sweat from your body, inhaling the unique and desirable scent you wear everyday.
“I, can’t.” Your voice strained as you try to utter those two words. He chooses not to respond and decides that you only think that because it’s your first time. He knows you can take all of him, he knows it hurts. But it’s only for this moment. And to make the moment pass, he continued. Sheathing the rest of his length inside of you as you try your absolute best not to cry out or scream. Clenching your teeth and holding your breath. He reaches so deep. Soo deep. Your eyes roll back and you just let go. He notices how your body practically eases below him. He sits up and stares proudly at your body. Your big smile as you feel the tip of his cock at your cervix. Your walls hugging his dick so nicely. His eyes trail down your voluptuous body. Biting his lips at your curves and beauty. Finally his eyes land on where you two connect. Spots of blood and cream ring around his shaft. A disgusting sight that just turns him on more. He couldn’t wait, he had to move. He pulled his hips back and your walls fluttered around him, feeling him leave your body. You gasp a moan.
“Tenya.~” you moan his name. His hips roll back into your yours. Eliciting a sudden moan from you. His eyes widen at your loud voice. Inclined to shut you up but he loved it too much for him to make you stop. His hips raise again and fall. Grunting and groaning at your tight walls and sexy wails as he fucks you. His thrusts getting faster and faster, pounding you into putty. Your mind dumb from his assault and your body overwhelmed with pleasure.
“O-oh Fuck! Nngh. Ah. You feel amazing. Sound so beautiful.” Your hips buck and he gasped. Wet skin clapping against each other as both your bodies move on their own. You were becoming delirious with want and need for him. Tugging at your restraints just so you can touch him. Wanting to touch his abs, to feel his hot sweaty body. Tenya stares at you with literal heart eyes. His cock throbbing for more, he wanted to get deeper. His tip no longer kissing your cervix rather beating your insides like a punching bag. ‘Why did you feel so good?’ He couldn’t fathom it. It wasn’t his first time but you made him feel like it was. Every once of sanity gone from the both of you. Uncaring of who hears the loud sounds of beastly sex.
“Cu- Tenya!” Your body twisted as you felt a searing pleasure. Violently shaking as your clit was rubbed. Pushing you over the edge and forcing you to orgasm on him. Clenching tighter on his dick. Eyes crossed and back arched. His pace unrelenting. Fucking your walls raw. Thrusting even as you cum violently. His hips stutter, feeling you milk him. He holds your waist and scoots closer. ‘Oh shit!’ He says to himself. Feeling his orgasm coming. He pulls your body into every thrust as he try to get himself off. At this point he was just using you. And you loved it. Your abdomen bulged every time he pushed inside of you.
“Ahhha, oh, yes! There! Mmmnn! Tenya~!” you couldn’t stop moaning. Not that he ever wanted you to. No matter how hard he got it still felt so good. The blissful feeling post orgasm was unbelievable. It was like ecstasy.
“Tenya, please. Mmm~!” He cuts you off with a kiss. The kiss was so sloppy. Saliva drools down the corner of your mouth. His arm wrapping around your body and putting you in a mating press as he bullies your pussy. Thrusting deeply and harshly. Groaning into your mouth. Deep moans and clashing teeth as he goes berserk. You turn your head to scream out. Tears running down your face as he destroys you. Your ankles locking behind his head. He bites down on your neck with one final thrust and releases his load. Spurts of cum filling you up. The warm thick fluid makes your moan.
“Fuck. I love you.” He grunts lowly into your neck. Your stomach feels stuffed. He slowly pulls out, still leaking, letting his cock cover your belly with both of your essence. You both pant heavily as y’all come down from your high. Bodies sticking together like glue. Tenya lazily reaches to his desk and grabs the key to the cuffs. Shifting to sit up as he unlocks your hands. Breathing heavily as he looks down at your exhausted body. His cock twitching and still hard. His cum spilling out of you like a crème donut. He sighs deeply, telling himself to relax and have patience. Gently helping your sore legs around his body so he could lift you up.
“You did so well. Sorry for getting so rough, I couldn’t help myself.” He tells you. Kissing your cheek before carrying you to the bathroom.