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birdsong-warriors · 13 hours

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I truly can't believe how supportive everybody is being; I feel unworthy but I cannot possibly express how grateful I am. It means so much, guys. You're incredible, and words can't possibly describe how much that means to me.

I've decided to put off uploads until next Friday. Uploading usually cheers me up, but every tiny thing feels so overwhelming and impossible right now. Combine that with not having internet access outside of my phone where I am now, I think I need a short breather.

I am safe where I am now. A local friend has taken me in. I don't really know what I'm doing long-term yet, but I promise I'll do my best to keep everybody updated and still upload pages where I can. <3

Thank you. Just... thank you. I can't say it near enough. I love you guys, and everything you've done. Thank you.

I don't want to talk about this much, but it may affect page uploads.

Saturday night, I was assaulted and strangled by my brother. This is not the first time he's done this, but it was severely excalated this time. I deserved it. Honestly, I wish he'd succeeded so nobody would have to deal with my shit anymore. I'm still very much in crisis mode, and I'm so sorry if I disappear. I'm praying I can continue working despite the situation, but this may warrant a short break.

I'm so sorry for any inconvenience this may cause, and I'm even more sorry I'm bringing this up at all. I need to stop talking from now on, honestly. I just wanted to communicate why I may poof. I don't know. I'm scared, and I can't do this. But I have to keep going.

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

#notice #update #abuse mention #still hate using that word sigh #just because i feel like... whats happening isnt that and i should be fine and just get over this #idk #shutting up now #i have so much to respond to i just want to hug each and every one of you #thank you #i truly hope everybody's okay #feel free to share whats going on in your life <3 #sorry for the bother ncksbkfd

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birdsong-warriors · 4 days

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I don't want to talk about this much, but it may affect page uploads.

Saturday night, I was assaulted and strangled by my brother. This is not the first time he's done this, but it was severely excalated this time. I deserved it. Honestly, I wish he'd succeeded so nobody would have to deal with my shit anymore. I'm still very much in crisis mode, and I'm so sorry if I disappear. I'm praying I can continue working despite the situation, but this may warrant a short break.

I'm so sorry for any inconvenience this may cause, and I'm even more sorry I'm bringing this up at all. I need to stop talking from now on, honestly. I just wanted to communicate why I may poof. I don't know. I'm scared, and I can't do this. But I have to keep going.

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

#abuse mention #im not so afraid to use that word now #but i still feel so much guilt #it must have been my fault #im a screw up #all i ever do is ruin things and bring people down #anyway sorry ncksncjd #not cat #important #notice #i cant do this #i cant #ask to tag #suicidal ideation #im so very tired

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birdsong-warriors · 8 days

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Yes, I know the blood disappears and reappears on Scorch's paw, I don't care enough to go back and fix it, I'm sorry.

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birdsong-warriors · 15 days

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Fun fact: my late sister used to call him Tigertail all the time as a condescending insult, so I had to sneak that in there somewhere. Also, SURPRISE THAT'S NOT REALLY A SURPRISE.

Also also: we're back to once weekly uploads every Friday. Sorry, guys!

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birdsong-warriors · 17 days

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#swifthawk's chance #blood and bone #comic pages #death mention #blood #blood warning

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birdsong-warriors · 21 days

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birdsong-warriors · 25 days

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Kind of late to be a dad, Tiger.

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#double dou le update today!#plus another three pages on friday :D #swifthawk's chance #blood and bone #comic pages #parental abuse #? not sure if it counts but

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birdsong-warriors · 29 days

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birdsong-warriors · 1 month

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It's been a bit since I last shared stuff about my kiddos, so here's a very handsome old man. ;v;

#hes so comfortable and didnt even hiss when i got close to him to take a picture #hes come so far these last ten years #im so proud of him and i love him so much #hes turning 33 this spring!!#old fart is very old lol #cloud #parrot #bird's birds #whiteface cockatiel #cockatiel #photos #bird

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birdsong-warriors · 1 month

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#swifthawk's chance #blood and bone #comic pages #swiftpaw lives au #ask to tag #redtail #oakheart #swiftpaw #swifthawk

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birdsong-warriors · 1 month

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Both Tumblr and Patreon are on pages that scare the heck out of me to upload today, lol.

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#swifthawk's chance #blood and bone #comic pages #swiftpaw lives au #swiftpaw #swifthawk #leopardfoot #bone #bloodclan #redtail #oakheart #it felt so strange to draw the deputy dads again

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birdsong-warriors · 2 months

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This scene scares the heck out of me to publish. :'D

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#swifthawk's chance #blood and bone #look at me uploading on time on tumblr for once!!!#comic pages #swiftpaw lives au #swiftpaw #swifthawk #scourge #scorch #bloodclan #tawnypaw #tawnypelt #bone #ezra just bit the heck out of my finger sorry if i forget any tags LOL

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birdsong-warriors · 2 months

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Prices cut to $35, available for purchase on my Ko-fi!

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#reblogs #self reblog #adopts #designs for sale

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birdsong-warriors · 2 months

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Cat designs for $50 each!

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#dont worry you dont have to keep the names i gave them i just needed a way to distinguish them #adopts #adoptables #designs for sale #feline #designs

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birdsong-warriors · 2 months

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Sorry for the delay, I'm not in a good place lately, so I'll be taking next week off. I hope everybody's doing okay. <3

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#im sorry guys #swifthawk's chance #blood and bone #comic pages #death mention #swiftpaw #swiftpaw lives au #swifthawk #tawnypaw #tawnypelt #stormpaw #stormfur #scorch #scourge

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birdsong-warriors · 3 months

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I just wanna say thank you to everyone for all the support and birthday wishes and stuff. ;v; It's been a rough week due to aggrivated health problems, and reading over comments and messages has been getting me through. You guys are honestly SO awesome, and words can't describe how much I appreciate it. <3

#ive gotten some really helpful critique this week as well which is always cool!!#it helps so much to know what I could do better for future pages and future projects #thanks so so much <33 #random #bird says things

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birdsong-warriors · 3 months

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This was mentioned in passing before, but Stormpaw and Mistyfoot were sheltering in WindClan territory after getting away from TigerClan. I tried setting up stuff like this throughout the story, but the writing in Blood and Bone is really bad, and at this point, I just wanna be done with it so I can move on. I'm sorry, guys.

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#swifthawk's chance #blood and bone #comic pages #theres so much i wish i could fix but at this point id just rather be done and move on #but im sorry for this sloppy disaster nonetheless #swiftpaw lives au #im so tired #swiftpaw #swifthawk #tawnypaw #tawnypelt #scorch #scourge #bloodclan #stormpaw #stormfur

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