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This one left me speechless
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tell me how you really feel
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showing someone what you enjoy
and find beautiful is a brave thing
you've created weaponry against yourself
but you do so with pure intentions
so when you learn it's unrequited
you're left feeling dirty
you don't want them to know you like that anymore
and you want to wash yourself of everything that triggers a memory
but in doing so, you're destroying yourself little by little
because the songs you love, the movies you rewatch, the coffee you order, and the books you read
are all pieces of your identity
but they don't fill you with joy anymore
so you're left as a shell of a human
trying to relearn the world as a place where they don't exist
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i always thought it was strange that i loved the way you smell
and it wasn't a cologne or a soap
it was you
that's why i still haven't washed that shirt that you left and said i could keep
it doesn't compare to laying against your bare skin
but it's all i have left, so it'll do
on one of our last nights together you told me you liked the way i smell
and i couldn't help but get teary eyed when i responded (probably too eagerly),
"i like the way YOU smell"
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"I’ve come to believe perfection only lives in little moments. Can’t be sustained over hours, just instances; little wisps of time, and then the world becomes imperfect again."
- John Dutton, Yellowstone
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beleaved · 1 year
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how selfish of you
to be the ethereal being that you are
but refuse to share it with people
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i like sitting to your right
there's a small gap in your smile on that side
very small, on the far side of your canine tooth
it's one of my favorite things about you
because it's only visible when you're smiling hard
not a manufactured smile,
but a genuine, real big smile
where the sides of your eyes wrinkle up too
it's something i always look for
it's an indicator that i'm making you happy
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i'm sorry if i stare at your lips when you speak
i don't mean to be rude but
the only thing i can think about is kissing them
imagining them on my neck,
i know the feeling all too well.
even better, i picture them between my thighs.
i'm sorry if i missed what you said,
i don't mean to be rude,
i'm just thinking about where your lips will be after we get out of here.
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beleaved · 1 year
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if i'm wrong about you,
if i'm wrong about this...
i will never trust myself again
and that's the worst part.
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beleaved · 1 year
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i'm pathetic
i buy wine that was made in sonoma county
because that's where you're from.
i rewatch movies that you've talked about,
or even worse,
ones that we watched together.
i check on your friends' social media pages.
i drive by places we used to spend time at.
i'm desperate to maintain connection,
trying to keep you in my memories.
otherwise, how do i know it was real?
how do i know you were real?
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