beelze-the-bubkiss
Bee's idiocy
hi I'm kinda dumb nice to meet you my name is Beelze you can call me Bee idrc,
they/them it/it's preferred but I answer to most anything honestly, asexual/panromantic, 20 years old. I mainly post phandom content, DC Comics content (Shazam, and Batman mostly), and poetry. though I have been known to post other types of content as well.
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I talked with my mom and my therapist about how bad this job makes me feel. They both said the best decision is to quit. I didn't want to quit, at least not this soon, and i feel bad about quitting, but they're both right. I don't have to like my job necessarily, but my job should not make me so stressed, upset, and anxious, that I'd rather d*e than go to work. So when I go in tomorrow I'll be putting in my 2 weeks notice. I am thankful for the chance they gave me, and the opportunity I had to learn. But I do not want to do something I wouldn't live to regret.
About five days ago I began working at the local grocery. In those five days I've meet some really kind people, and had some great learning experiences. But also in those five days I've discovered that this job is probably the most physically and mentally taxing job I could have taken. Last Saturday my hands began trembling it has only gotten worse and spread to other places and hasn't stopped since. I come home emotional and physically stressed. Due to said stress I've been having issues sleeping. I've small cuts and bruises all over my hands and arms from breaking down boxes and handling everything. I've broken several of my fingers nails one down to my nail bed (I am very proud of my nails because I used to bite my nails off when anxious). I've also become so stressed that some of my worst thoughts have begun to creep in again. Last night at some point I started wondering if it was better just to k*ll myself than to continue.
#this is a vent post#personal vent#just venting#vent post#vent#tw self destruction#tw sui talk#tw sui ideation#tw sui vent
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this is going viral on the tweeter currently so. for you also. miku is not ai!!
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shoutout to everyone with forget disorders (adhd, DID/osdd, ptsd/c-ptsd, asd, dementia/alzeheimers, schizophrenia, other psychotic disorders, major depressive, chronically ill/phys disabled people with brain fog, people with long-Covid, natural memory degradation, and etc.)
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This is the last birthday photo taken of Shireen before she was assassinated by the IOF nearly a month later:
Happy Birthday to an incredible woman who should still be here. You will always be remembered and forever missed.
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From Quds News, we can see the car is clearly marked as World Central Kitchen (WCK) even from above. Check this post for the WCK statement on the attack but also have a look at how the spins & lies have already begun:
You don't need to be an expert to know a roadside bomb would have hit that car differently. Like do they think our eyes and brains don't work?
WCK had 3 cars in their convoy and have reported 7 workers total killed. Now they have suspended operations for aid delivery. Aid from every direction is being blocked and affected in the strip, israel is starving the people of Gaza and killing anyone who tries to get food or give them food. It's insane and that word doesn't feel like enough but I don't know what else to say at this point.
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“No one came to Google to work on offensive military technology”
- Vidana Abdel Khalek wrote in her mail resigning from Google on March 25 addressing to company leaders, including CEO Sundar Pichai, announcing her decision to quit in protest over Project Nimbus.
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Someone Worte that he could not stand to see the Palestine flag anymore.
Sorry, but not sorry
Reblog daily
Free Palestine
I am not done yet
Only way to stop seeing this flag is when the oppression is over.
So you are tiered of this? you can end it, stop supporting Zionism!
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Keep your ‘I am neutral and want peace on both sides’ sentiment to yourself. There’s a genocide happening. If you still can’t see it for what it is, it’s because you don’t want to.
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"Absolutely no one comes to save us but us."
Ismatu Gwendolyn, "you've been traumatized into hating reading (and it makes you easier to oppress)", from Threadings, on Substack [ID'd]
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While standing in line trying to get some food in the southern Gaza Strip, he yelled at the journalist Fakri Ibrahim, saying: 'Send this picture to Israel and the world.'
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You like my nails
Please admire them
I was so proud
The day I stopped biting them
Something in my brain told me to eat them
So I swallowed them
You like my hair
Please compliment it
I got it cut
And I keep it short
Don't want to get back in the habit
Of gnawing at my hair
Ripping off the ends
Down my throat it go
The texture
The feeling
It was once quite soothing
You like my quilt
I like it too
I like pulling out the stuffing
It's so fun to chew
Swallowed it down
So mommy never knew
I was an addict
I broke my habits
Destructive self soothing
I took my stress out
The only way I could figure how
On my body
Sometimes I get a craving
For the feeling that I lost
But I remember how the people act
When they see the fruits of that feelings loss
Bad habits, Bad coping
By: Beelze
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"Elderly Palestinian couple looking at their former home, now occupied by a couple from Brooklyn. 🇵🇸" [@/RamAbdu on X. April 4th, 2024.]
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DONT STOP TALKING ABOUT PALESTINE! DONT STOP TAKING ABOUT GAZA!
DONT LET THEM MAKE YOU FORGET!!
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