update: it is definitely not ADHD it is crippling depression and self loathing! i learning โจ vent below
i deeply wish i had it in me still. my soul yearns to create and yet it feels like my heart deflates as soon as i sit down to draw. if i do actually manage to draw something, i just feel sick. why has my style developed the way that it has? when i aim for beauty i miss the mark in ways I can't describe with words. I feel like I use surrealism and strangeness as a crutch rather than a tool of expression, though in the logical crevices in my brain I know it's both.
have you ever hated yourself so much that you detest every word you say? Sometimes I imagine I would be better off secluding myself so I don't bother anybody ever again.
man i have had like zero inspiration for making comics. last thing i worked on i got stuck halfway thru and gave up. adhd is so awful yall
Hey, I really love your "Back when i was a boy" comic because it helped me discover who I am as a trans man.
It was the first time I considered that maybe I was a girl, but now I'm a boy. I always felt weird referring to younger me as a girl because if I'm trans that must mean I've always been a boy, right?
Thank you so much for drawing it, because if I hadn't seen that comic I'd still be calling younger me a repressed boy.
what are we if not the sum of our experiences? to deny them would be to deny parts of ourselves, and when we do we carry an unshakable feeling of incompleteness, a tension, a disagreement with the self. we are our present and past always. and we're better for it.
heyo! huge fan of your work! would you ever consider selling prints or anything like that of your stuff? i used to have ur website bookmarked but looks like its not working anymore !
the new quannnic album was so good it inspired me to sit down, stay up until 7 in the morning and make that really fucked up comic. so like listen to that album or something
i kind of forgot that i'm like the master of editing gifs especially if theyre shit posts. commission me if you want a funny gif i guess. yaaaay i love to post and gif hoorayy