Ongsa. Should we celebrate it with BBQ Pork tonight? My treat. Ah. Sure. Who else is going? Just the two of us. Why just us? Because I want to spend time with someone I love. Ton.
I don’t know what you think of him. But I like you. I like you so so much. I don’t think I can like you more. I want to be your girlfriend. I don’t like when people get close to you. I don’t like when people touch you. I want the right to be possessive, to be jealous. And I want you for my own. I already spoke my mind. What do you want to do about it? Do you want to be my girlfriend? Ongsa. I like you, Sun. I like you so much. And I’m not sure I’m good enough to be with you. But I want to be your girlfriend and want you to be my girlfriend.
Anyway, I must admit that I’m not sure if you and I, a girl and a girl, can actually happen. I understand. (Things between us can never happen.) But because I’m not sure, I’d like to get to know you again, Ongsa. I really want to know you. Ongsa, I don’t know what the destination will be but can you please stay with me until we see it? (Then, all of a sudden, the universe gave me a chance to start over.)
Is something on your mind? Seems like you’ve been wanting to say something. I… want to tell you that thank you for being my friend. Mhm. I’m glad to be friends with you, Ongsa. Didn’t think this is what you’d say. Actually, there’s one more thing. Yes? What is it?