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barnesbabee · 10 months

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a goodbye.

I made this account in 2020 when covid hit because I was bored with nothing to do and there was a severe lack of iKON content. After having barely any attention on my iKON content, I wrote an ATEEZ smut and it just... blew up. After it blew up I got more and more into ATEEZ and I just kept writing, because I loved writing, I loved the community, and I loved that so many people liked my content and supported me.

Throughout my journey I definitely grew up as a person, I started out as very toxic and problematic, and although I'm still very much opinionated I am not that person anymore. I made several "enemies" (with big quotes) and a lot of drama, but I can't deny that it was fun. I also made a lot of friends along the way and going on discord with them and talking about this meaningless drama and stirring up the pot was very, very fun.

Out of all of these long time friends I keep contact with Nova (previously @/needyateez) that has become a dear friend of mine, and even if the only thing I take out of this journey on tumblr is Nova, I would still be very happy.

As I mentioned, I've grown up as a person, I have other responsibilities, other hobbies, and to be fair I haven't been that much into kpop for a while now (I still listen to it, but that's about all I do), so I was just holding on to the memories of how I used to feel when I came to the platform "back in the day".

I still enjoy writing, just not the type that I do write here, I haven't enjoyed writing smut in a long time but I knew that smut/fanfic would be the closest thing I'd have to people reading and enjoying my stuff so I kept on going.

But it doesn't make sense to me anymore. The things I enjoyed, mostly my friends and community around me, seem to have gone dry or to have left the platform altogether, and I just don't have a lot of fun here anymore.

I'm (most likely) going to leave the account up because Im sure that I will enjoy coming back to look at what I've been able to make.

That being said, a big thank you to everyone who stuck around and supported me through the years, it has been a ride, and a fun one. Thank you to all the friends I've made along the way. May we meet again :)

#ateez #ateez smut #kpop #kpop smut

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barnesbabee · 10 months

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americans in 90 day fiancé: before the 90 days when they go to a conservative country and the country is conservative:

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barnesbabee · 10 months

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I have all the og barbie movies in their respective cases, I wonder how much theyre worth

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barnesbabee · 10 months

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ateez made bounce and they really want us to believe they're getting bitches... hongjoong sir, seonghwa has said several times that you spend so much time on the studio you sometimes sleep there OR ON THE COUCH OF YOUR HOME as to not wake up anyone else.

The only thing bouncing are the springs of all the sofas you sleep on. You are not fooling me

#ateez

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barnesbabee · 10 months

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guess who got tickets for 5 seconds of summer and is now getting tickets for the black eyed peas

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barnesbabee · 10 months

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could there be a character more annoying than Ana from Lost? oh my fucking God

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barnesbabee · 10 months

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if everyone on the internet wasn't so angry all the time about everything I would probably be more concerned about being an asshole or I'd be more careful with my words, but if you're gonna get angry at me and complain at least I'll give you something to complain about lol

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it was me i blacked out first 🤧🤧 ~ novaaaa

yes but ur an american

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barnesbabee · 10 months

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seeing the way jongho and yunho were eating normally and drinking the soju as if it was water during the whole thing and San and Seonghwa were dying from the very beginning.....

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barnesbabee · 10 months

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I wanna go out drinking with yunho and jongho and see which one of us gets blackout drunk first

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barnesbabee · 10 months

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why did I look up "lilo and stitch tattoos" and all I get is stitch tattoos I WANT LILO TOO!!!

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there's something so boring about movies where the main character has no flaws lmao

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barnesbabee · 11 months

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cleopatra's absolute buffoon of an actress is pissing me off.

How do you capitalize off of someone's history and culture and then call them racist because they don't like the casting? They're allowed to be against the cast. There are no egyptian people in a show about egypt, and the cast + Cleopatra were completely misrepresented.

They have taken a big part of egypt's history and bent it and changed it (even cutting out some horrendous bits to make cleopatra look like a saint) for it to be a story of an "african queen" (as jada pinkett smith put it) and then completely fumbled the cast.

To call it a documentary and completely misrepresent the people, the history itself and to not even ATTEMPT to cast someone that actually looks like cleopatra is an insult and the dumbass actress calling egyptians racist for not liking having their own history capitalized and be misrepresented is probably the biggest mark of stupidity and ignorance I have ever seen

#cleopatra #rant

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barnesbabee · 11 months

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i say don’t do it and block him. esp with how you said his friend group is and how he is i personally would’ve been turned off a long time ago. (but i understand there’s ppl out there who also like assholes) and me knowing how guys will literally say anything just to get with a girl i wouldn’t trust how he’s all of a sudden apologizing to you. and with that in mind there’s no telling how he’s gonna act afterwards if you do decide to sleep with him. i’d say don’t do it friend <3

yeah you're right... I think it was just the adrenaline but a few days after I realize it would've been the stupidest thing to do

and I am completely aware he only apologised to save face, Ik he didn't say that because he is suddenly a good person but because he wants to fuck me

but yes I do like assholes, I voluntarily throw myself in the shit lol

thank you for the advice <33

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barnesbabee · 11 months

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May I be on your taglist for your Demon’s Kiss seonghwa fic 👁️👁️🤺

of course!! although I must say that I am in exam season so idk when the next part will come, but it is in the making!

thanks for reading tho <3

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barnesbabee · 11 months

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For The ATEEZ SHIP GAME ღ

What is your date like?

2-> Theme Park

What will you two eat?

3-> Street hot dogs and fries

During the date he gives you a gift, what is it?

7-> A snow globe

What movie do you watch?

6-> A Silent Voice

How does your date end?

3-> Cuddling

babygirl I am so sorry this looks adorable but the shipping game has been over for a few months, but I might make another soon!! I miss them!

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barnesbabee · 11 months

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I need to get something off of my chest and I need to do it here because if I do it with my friends they will kill me

so couple weeks ago I was out doing something w my friends and I saw this dude I had never seen before and he was in our group and I told one of the girls I liked his style and she asked if he thought I was cute, to which I replied yes

after a while I took a shot with my friends and he came out right after and said "you best be ready to have another shot with me" and I said "obviously", so he got me a shot and I'm not stupid I knew he wanted to get w me so afterwards we were talking and eventually we made out for a looong time

we ended up not having sex bc I was on my period (not that I mind but it's a little heavy for the 1st time with someone lol) but we talked a lot as well and I really liked his personality and we got along well

afterward I texted him but he was really dismissive and when I told my friends about him he turned out to be a HUGE asshole, like extremely toxic and huge asshole kind of guy, so I was like whatever

meanwhile his friends (that I didnt even know) were asshole to me, asking how hard he fucked me and shit like that so I got really angry

throwback two weeks ago, he passed by me in a festival and I was minding my business talking to a friend (trying to ignore him) but he just wouldn't stop looking at me so I said hello, he said hi back and that was that.

Last week he liked a pic I posted on my ig story and yesterday he hit me up asking how I was doing and all, and hinting that he wanted to fuck me. I said no chance, especially not after his friends' comments and this guy, that everyone tells me is a dickhead and super toxic and gets angry really easily, just??? apologises???

like I know he wants to fuck me but the way he was bending over backwards in the conversation really surprised me

but the thing is, even with all this, and especially knowing he is toxic, I really wanna fuck him. Because he's a great kisser, and as my track record on this app shows, I have been with a large sum of guys (35 total, I counted), so when I say he's a good kisser I mean it. I really wanna get with him but if I do my friends are gonna kill me cause he SUCKS UGH

#tmi #off my chest

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