i know how it feels to be stuck on these types of blogs at super late hours of the night for a sense of comfort because there's no one else to give it to you, or maybe you're afraid to ask, i don't know. but please after you're done here, go on a walk, check on your animals/plants, something you like to do. healing is a slow process, but you can be strong enough to do it. my dms are open 24/7 for venting if needed. | regarding inactivity on this blog: I usually only come back to this blog in events of something happening regarding my trauma and wanting to shout out into the void in the hopes of people being able to relate. not dead, don't worry!