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Not just a Monster

Warning: Violence, blood, death, angst

28: Remember Me

The room darkened as the gaping hole in the Ceiling gave a perfect view of the sun as the moon moved covered it. Defying the fire that illuminated over Hyun-Su's body.

As he laid on the floor grunting pain the spikes Emerging from his arm shot out longer. As more blood came up with it boiling like bubbles. He came upon his knees, back arching with his one hand trying to hold his self up.

His body jerked; moving all around in an unhumanly-like way the sight was disturbing and also saddening. I didn't know what to do? As I kept hearing him scream. The glass mirror was thrown off him shattering.

It was like he was trying to hold back at the last second but his arm had fully disappeared and was replaced with the spike-like wing for an arm. He was sitting up straight on his knees as he swung it up.

Eyes Turing black as Hyun-Su tried to get up stumbling over a little because of how much weight was on his right side. Half of his sweatshirt was hanging off him. Blood and sweat glistened off his body.

I tried to get up, it was a stupid idea wanting to help calm him down but I was kicked down. I hit my side feeling my skin pull from the back as I stiffened. It was his. The actual monster. He crouched Down granny face. " don't you dare and try Ruining this beautiful sight!!"

He squeezed my face Turing it to where Hyun-Su was. It was like his eyes were lifeless was he began to walk over towards us staggering. I gulped, in this state he's could just about kill anyone. So I think?

The boy let go of my face clapping in amusement. I ducked covering my head in a Fetal position as Hyun-Su swung his winged arms up smashing into the concrete column. Dusting and small bits of Debris fell on me.

As I heard it scrape against his monster arm. Peeking I saw that Hyun-Su monster arm had grabbed the boy. The spikes were all around him he was in a tight hold. It was like Hyun-Su was just staring at him with a blank expression on his face.

As black veins flowed from underneath his eyes. Head tilting a little. I soon enough got up and saw Ji-Soo running over with a glass bottle that was lit on fire. She was about to throw it at Hyun-Su before I quickly stopped her.

" Let go!"

" what are you doing?"

" He may kill us all!"

I shook my head, " —No! It's still Hyun-Su!" I brought her arm down, Turing my head back to him. I saw the boy's hand was raised as one of Hyun-Su spikes went through it. He stepped forward as it. The tip of it pocked at the guy's head and in a matter of minutes, his skin looked like it was melting.

More like Disintegrating falling to the floor, there was nothing left but gloops of his blood. Hyun-Su stumbled back with his arms swinging as he tried to keep his balance. Eun-Hyuk came rushing over with the cross but ready to shoot but I stopped him too.

" it's still Hyun-Su!!"

Coming over to us Hyun-Su's arm hit the ceiling making more dust, wires, and debris go everywhere I began to cough. The air was so polluted and hazy. I had to fan it away but it wouldn't help much.

Hyun-Su now saw us, his body trembled it was like he didn't recognize us. They want to attack him but I stuck my arms out. I made eye contact and began to walk towards him slowly. Taking a deep breath.

" Hyun-Su calm down."

I put my hands up, to show him I wasn't going to do anything. " it's okay." I stepped closer in a comforting way. He seemed to stop just Staring at me. His monster arm had gotten close to my hand.

It felt ragged like small splints sticking out of it and wet where his dirty blood was on it. I could see from here he was trying to hold back. From fighting me. When I got in front of him it was as if he was frowning like he was ashamed.

My heart swelled, " Hyun-Su I'm right here, it's okay." I raised on my feet and placed my hand on his cheek. Taking my thumb I grazed it over his eye, and under it too. I could hear his breathing starting to calm down.

I nodded my head. He had closed his eyes I could see them when turning back. But Soon there was claw marking sounds that could be heard against the floor. From the corner of my eye, I got a glimpse to see what it was.

I was shocked who I saw walking it was Mr. Han he was standing up on his two well... monster legs.

He desired to walk.

The noise must have startled Hyun-Su because he pushed me forcefully out of the way whipping around. His arm had grabbed ahold of Mr. Han He was pushed back into a wall. I could see the spike push through him pocking out from his back.

They stayed there, as Mr. Han was rubbing Hyun-Su's head. Saying it easy his Fault over and over again and more of those spikes went through him. It had gotten quiet as Mr. Han took his last breath slumping down.

Hyun-Su must have realized what happened because his monster arm began to draw-back his eyes going fully back to normal. As soon as it did he began to cry bursting into tears.

Laying his face on the now dead man's shoulders. I covered my mouth knowing how much Mr. Han meant to Hyun-Su I started to cry too. Soon he passed out in the man's arms.

I had slowly gotten up going over to Hyun-Su taking him from the old man. Sitting down I laid his head down on my lap. Sniffing a bit as I moved some of his bangs out of his eyes.

I don't know why but I put my forehead to his gripping my hand on his torn shirt. I could feel my tears dropping. It was a while as I sat like this he going to go through so much when he wakes up. I don't know how he'll handle it. But I'll be there for him.

Soon he began to stir, I lifted my head from his. When his eyes fluttered open he looked up and me. I gave a forced smile that quickly turned into a sad, frown.

The room began to brighten.

He sat up as his eyes drifted to Mr. Han. He stared at him like get was remembering something. A tear had run down his cheek. " Who is he?" I froze did he not remember us?

I went to go place my hand on top of his but he moved it before I could. " why am I crying? My heart... is-breaking." His voice broke, as more tears began to fill his eyes.

As was mine, I guess we both had our Memories taken for different reasons I wasn't sure of. He turned to me again, I held my breath. " I guess you don't remember me do you?" I could feel my voice straining my throat tightening.

He shook his head, I had to hold back a sob, I was hoping at least he would. " I think I have to go." He had got up, he began to walk away I saw that his back was covered in dried up black blood and ash.

It was quiet, as I sat on the ground in disbelief thinking over everything we had been through together had gone down the drain. Gone!

Like our first encounter where I dressed his wounds, to where I stood up for him during the voting to taking his place a couple of times when they were making him risk himself to get supplies.

Defending him. Comforting him. And lastly when we kissed. It was perfect. I smiled sniffling more wiping my cheeks that were stained. Even the I love you was gone. I came to think this was both a curse and a blessing.

It was terrible that he couldn't remember me but it was also another chance for us to start over and began again. That was as if he would let me. Getting up I went the opposite way thinking over everything.

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Hyun-Su with black eyes are my aesthetic!! 👏🏻🖤

I don’t know what I am.

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🍃🌺🌙 If you receive this you make somebody happy. Go and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think need cheering up. If you get it back even better. 🌙🌺🍃

- ☄️💮

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artsyxloner · 3 years

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Same here 💕

!!! NEW WEBTOON BY THE CREATORS OF BASTARD AND SWEET HOME!!!

It's also the prequel of Sweet Home so it's probably gonna answer how everything started.

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-Navillera is out today on Netflix go watch it!!! 👏🏻

Been waiting so long for this!!!

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artsyxloner · 3 years

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Not Just a Monster

Warning: blood, violence, death

27: Realization of the true enemy

It's has been a while since I had locked myself up in the quarantine room. Laying down on the mattress. I tried to ignore the huge Puddle of thick blood that was on the floor.

I know I was supposed to be strong but it was completely hard. By having —well the relationship was complicated we didn't Officially Announce we were together but now we never will because Hyun-Su doesn't feel the same way back.

I knew it was all because of that one boy, getting inside Head. I mean Hyun-Su didn't even let me explain and he rather listens to a boy he Barely knows and pushes me aside from the one who has helped him through thick and thin here and it doesn't mean anything over one little thing.

It was hard for me to, and I'm glad the others understood but I thought at least Hyun-Su would have I guess I should have gotten to know him better before jumping into things. I guess I was so Transfixed on feeling bad for him and knowing he was just like me. I didn't get to see this stubborn side of him.

Maybe the reasons why he is-is because of things that happened in his past but that doesn't mean everyone witnesses like that I guess he has major trust issues. It sure seems like it. When you're alone you have a lot to think about.

Maybe I had too much to think about sitting up, I saw a brown leather cover laying on top of a table. Did it seem to be oddly familiar? Maybe this will calm down my consuming thoughts. Dragging myself over to it I carefully picked it up and opened it.

For some reason, I skipped over the first page and went on to the others. It looked like a filed Journal of monsters Someone drew. They were really good. As I continued to search through this thing something fell out on my lap. Picking it up my eyes went wide.

It was a picture. But not just any pictures it was of me and three other people. A woman, a man, and an older boy that looked to be in his early twenties. They were all smiling being happy. I didn't understand was this, my family?

If so why is it in this journal? For some reason, I flipped back to the first page. And almost dropped the book. It was a drawling of them but they were all dead. Why was that even there? Were they killed? Was it by a human or a monster?

It had no writing just gruesome drawings. This helps me know what my family looked like but this doesn't give me any Perspective of who killed them? Something told me it was me in the back of my head but I quickly pushed that aside that was nearly impossible I wouldn't ever try and hurt someone like that.

Or even if I did I would go insane but while trying to stay sane. Because I don't know if I'll be able to handle that? Sliding the picture back in the book I closed it putting it back where it belongs even though it was mine I didn't want to look at it as a reminder that my family was gone.

Yes I should take it with me but I don't remember them and how can I miss them if I don't remember? No memory of any birthdays, family dinners or just watching tv together on Saturday nights?

I had to leave it for now maybe I'll remember one day. I for sure hope so because it was all fuzzy like a screen that has gone static. Getting up I began to search for a bag and start packing things for when I leave tonight.

I won't say anything I'll go anonymously. So no one will have to worry or question why I'm leaving it was for everyone's good. They don't need me like I said I just cause trouble. Heading out of the room. I was about to go to the small convenience store that had almost everything to flashlights, ropes, and first-aid kits.

But stopped when I saw Sang-Wook with Yu-Ri on his back as they passed me. Something was wrong as I heard her wheezing terribly. She must have run out of an inhaler. She could smother to death from lack of oxygen.

( Y'all, I have Severe asthma, and let me tell you it sucks when you don't have an inhaler anyone else? )

I began to follow him, even though I was leaving that still didn't mean I didn't care them I wanted to help. " how long has she been like this and without an inhaler?!" I shouted, Sang-Wook grunted, as he heaved her up as I could tell she was about to fall.

" she just had run out and for a while here!" I nodded the closest Drugstore wasn't far from here. He hand-thrown the keys to me. As we neared the entrance I felt a hard blow that made me go flying back. There were three loud thuds. As I landed on the side of my rib cage.

I cringed, gritting my teeth I could hear Yu-ri Coughing trying her best to breathe. As she sucked in the air, I half-way walked and crawled over to her but was kicked down. I hand gripped the keys in my hand, it was no surprise who I saw looking up.

It was him.

He had stepped on my wrist, bending down he grabbed the set of keys from me. " going somewhere?" He shook the keys in his grasp laughing a bit with a smirk plastered on his face. This little bitch?!

" give them back!" I spit, trying to get up he placed his foot on my chest stepping down on it. Making it hard for me to breathe too. " what's going on?" I heard someone say. The person who walked in it was Hyun-Su I didn't expect a reaction from him.

But when he looked down his eyes widened a bit. He glanced up at his 'friend' questionably? The boy raised his hand up Jingling the keys. " They were trying to leave." Why does he even care? " so?" I pushed his foot off me with all the strength I had.

Getting up, " why does it matter to you!" I began but was Interrupted. " it doesn't matter." Hyun-Su looked at me, I frowned. " if they report us, the soldiers will come." He said Plainly, was this that was all about?

I shook my head. " oh, yeah I would go and risk reporting us?!" I fired back, poking my finger in his chest. I hated this guy. I was so close to wanting to beat the crap out of him he's causing nothing but chaos around here.

" then why are you trying to leave?"

I stopped there for a minute Hyun-Su was the one questioning me now. I balled up my fist. " because there's someone that requires medical attention." I was so angry I began to cry. The last words of my sentence broke. As I blinked a few tears away.

I saw Sang-Wook from the corner of my eye picking up Yu-Ri. I motioned over towards her. " if you cared Hyun-Su you would stop letting this guy get in your head and see who the real problem is because it's not us yes things were difficult for you but did you ever think it was hard for me too?"

I couldn't control my tears anymore they came rushing down it was true it was hard for me but he didn't acknowledge that I was going through a hard time too. I didn't care if I was showing my Vulnerable side it showed that I still had a human heart.

I still had sympathy, I couldn't tell what emotion was going through Hyun-Su's eyes it was hard to read but he snatched the keys from the boy handing them to me. I quickly took them silently thanking him which didn't mean anything.

" Let them go, it's up to her now."

I was the last thing Hyun-Su said before we three made our way to the large opening that was caused by the tank. Sang-Wook began to run along with me to his side. She had to make it. But little did I know things don't turn out the way you want them to.

There was a loud bang that shot throughout the air. I turned my head to see a bullet flying through the air hitting Yu-Ri in the back. The impact of it made her let go of Sang-Wook.

I let out an Ear-piercing scream, seeing her blood splatter out from her back. I began to ran. They both were tipping over but that was good. I pushed them out of the way where the bullets wouldn't hit them anymore. They fell to the ground, " Go! I'll cover you!!!" I yelled. Sang-Wook got up and held on to Yu-ri tightly and began to run.

I heard the sound of more bullets being fired but this time I was the one getting hit in every direction. My body Flung back and forth. It was better for me than them. I hope they were going to be okay.

But soon there was another scream, it wasn't me this time but it sounded more like a boy. The bullets stopped flying, as I fell to the ground on my knees. Everything hurt. As I saw blood seeping in throughout my clothes small holes could be seen through them and my skin.

But I knew I would be okay. Looking up I saw Hyun-Su, he was running towards that boy. I could see his face was twisted in terror as his cries were let out loud. I checked behind me to see. Sang-Wook was lay down on the ground and Yu-Ri was laying her back on the dashboard limbs falling aimlessly.

No!

I was too late they were hit. I began to cry again, I wanted to go over and help them but Sang-Wook motioned me to go and help the others. As there were a loud crash and more screams and gunshots. I turned away running towards the action that was unfolding.

There he was standing in the middle of the room. Holding out a gun shooting people for the fun of it. I blocked there his shots so more people could get to safety. Most of them did. As more of the group came and got Byeong-II he was shot through the back of the chest.

" You never stop trying to get in my way!" I turned and saw his eyes going black. " so I'm just going to have to kill you myself since the first time didn't do the job!" He seethed, as his other arm shot out his hand gripped around my neck pulling me up in the air.

I could feel his fingers tightening Pressing down on my Windpipe. I struggled to breathe choking on my Saliva and air. I grasped his hand trying to make him loosen up but it wouldn't. My feet dangled in the air. I could feel my face turning red from the lack of oxygen.

I tasted blood, as I began to spite it up. More gunshots were fired. As I saw them hit his face but they Protruded out of his skin healing up as nothing had happened. My eye vision was going blurry again until I saw someone from the corner of my eye running towards us.

The person slammed into the boy that was trying to kill me. Both of their bodies flew to the side. As he let go of my neck I fell to the ground hard. Coughing like a fish out of water trying to catch my breath. It was Hyun-Su that tackled him they crashed into a room.

Wood, dust, glass went flying everywhere, I ducked. Hearing groaning, I stepped up about to go and help Hyun-Su but he was thrown out of the glassless window. He went sliding on the ground hitting the wall. Grunting, in pain Running over to him.

I bent down, " Hyun-Su! Are you okay?" I asked worriedly. He looked up and regret was filled in his dark browns. I pulled my hand up under his arm and around his back trying to help him up. I turned my face if was towards him. We were very close. Feeling his hot breath fanning mine as he breathed hard.

" Soo-Nico I'm—" but he was Interrupted by that one boy. He didn't get to finish what he was going to say. I held on to Hyun-Su tightly. " I should've known you were sulking after killing that woman!" I could see his footsteps inching close to us. He grabbed me by my face pulling me up.

" And you trying to defend him for it!!" That's when he threw me up against the wall my back colliding with the glass mirror. I could hear it shattering against my skin as the Ragged blades cut into me. " you both are the weak ones!!" He pushed me harder into the glass. I sucked in a sharp breath.

He then let go was I dropped to the ground next he went over to Hyun-Su. " do you want to know something funny? Let me tell you the truth." He grabbed Hyun-Su face now. That was mixed in with anger towards the boy who he thought he trusted. His jaw was clenched as he bared his teeth.

" you didn't kill anyone."

Hyun-Su face quickly switched into confusion, face lighting a bit in disbelief. The boy then hit him and his hand turned into a sharp spear and jabbed it through Hyun-Su's stomach pushing him up against the wall. I could hear him groaning and grunting in pain.

" because that woman was me." The boy smiled Sinisterly laughing. Like he was having a flashback of what had happened. His eyes were Shown through the broken mirror as his face repeated by it his black eyes the dominant view as he laughed crazily.

He then pulled the spear-like thing out of Hyun-Su as he fell to the ground. I was in pain as I watched the mirror fall on him. His face had so much mixed emotions I couldn't tell what will happen. His fist balled up as the boy started to talk again.

" Nobody can leave!"

He shot at the car as gas leaked out from it. Creating sparks that reached the gas as it soon caught on fire sending the place in a blaze. He had cut the swinging chandelier as his hood up he walked over towards Hyun-Su but his hand soon shot out from underneath the mirror all covered in blood, sweat and dirt.

His fingers and arm twitch and began to bending on all different types of ways as more spear-like things Poked out of his skin. Sliding up with blood covering them. I watched him in horror as he began to transform.

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Not Just a Monster

Warning: angst

26: Suspicious Ui-Myeong

Not Soo-Nico P.O.V

I can not believe what just happened, I blinked away a few tears that slid down my cheeks. I understood why he was mad at me, the way my hand was jerked away by his.

His words are filled with so much disappointment how I lied to him. It wasn't intentional I didn't want him to get hurt. I did it for me and everyone's good. But I guess a thing like this isn't worth keeping a secret over.

It just hurts people in the end. People I care about.

I balled up my fist, my heart and stomach were in knots. My brain was saying go to him but my heart said to give him time. But I wasn't sure I had the time?

I should have just told everyone sooner yeah they would have probably locked me up with Hyun-Su. But it would have been worth it, we could and connected more I could have helped him more.

LOVED him a lot sooner. Maybe it was probably too early for that? I wasn't going to push the feeling aside and say no don't think like that. I wanted to embrace it.

Because like I said I don't have time for Hyun-Su to come to me I had to make time. I had to straighten things out before I lose him. Because when people usually say.

There's nothing, I want to hear from you right now.

Means don't want to hear from you at all. And that guy Hyun-Su was with I had a bad feeling about him. Why would he even try and protect that guy knowing just what happened?

Yeah, he may be like us but we didn't kill just because we wanted to. We didn't invade others and kill and take. I didn't trust him. He was planting something in Hyun-Su's head I was sure of it.

Why else would he have a change in heart when he came down here questioning everyone? They may haven't been the best group but they were scared everyone was.

Feeling my feet turn I was going to talk to Hyun-Su. Even if he didn't what to talk he was going to hear me out and listen. I may not remember my past and some parts here it felt like a big hole in my heart. I wanted to remember what happened to my family.

Because it was all one big missing piece that needed to be solved. I picked up my Pace knowing where he was. Were we had the first conversation that led to more and it led to me almost kissing him.

I LOVED HYUN-SU.

Tears were falling more now. As I ran nearing the Quarantine room I stopped in my tracks. There stood the guy Hyun-Su was with. He was looking through the window.

I caught a glare in his eyes, he was looking at him. Veering my head around Hyun-Su was standing by the column a sad expression was placed on his face. I knew it was because of Sun-Young.

" look at him sulking over her." the boy mumbled underneath his breath. I raised an eyebrow. " you have no right to say that!" I blurted out not caring. But he didn't seem bothered.

"you're right I don't but it's just wrong."

" what's wrong?"

Where was this guy headed? He still kept his eyes on the glass window. I waited a minute for his answer. " a human, crying over a human." it was like venom dripping off of the word human as if it was Poisonous to say.

" Just because he's what he is and what we are doesn't mean we are anymore than them. We were once the same."

It's not wrong for us to cry because we still have emotions we still feel we still have that part inside that makes us human, monster or not.

He began to clap his hands walking over towards me. "Well said, maybe your right but that won't change anything there still going to be scared of us, and when they're scared they do anything to survive. So we are the ones that have to strike first."

His eyes turned black, I backed away not sure why because mine does the same but he's had a more sinister appeal to them. " if you do that, then that will show them we are what they think of us?"

I tried to persuade him, not all humans were bad. " well I know who's side you're on... you should rethink your Decision. Think about Hyun-Su."

He then motioned towards the window, Hyun-Su was coming. I guess I would have to get him alone and speak to him later without this guy getting in the way.

" Just to be clear, I don't trust you!"

Was the last thing I said before I left. I knew he was planning something I had to get to Eun-Hyuk and warn him about this. It wasn't long before I found him I walked in through the door.

Crossing my arms, he looked up from the desk. " you hear about that boy aren't you?" I quickly nodded, " yeah he's planning something, I know he's going to try to get Hyun-Su to turn on us."

" I know, but Hyun-Su Cooperative, for now, we just need to keep an eye on them." Sighing I took a seat. I noticed Eun-Hyuk got up from the desk. Pulling out that read piece of paper.

" l know you are probably concerned about this." He handed it to me, I took it. Knowing what it already said. " what are you going to do?" I questioned, " I'm not going to lie, it's tempting. It's a very good deal."

I swallowed some of my salivae, as I gripped the paper. " so? are we going to get called out?" I asked hoping this wasn't leading to that. " I wouldn't be having this conversation with you if I was." This made me calm down a bit.

But I had to ask, " do you believe it though?" The question swirled around in my mind. He shook his head, " safety camp sounds ridiculous, you don't know who will turn. I mean we just found out about you so who knows they might his it as well. So how can they possibly ensure safety? No offense." I shrugged it off.

He was right if they did go to the camp there could be others like me trying to hide it. No one knows for sure that they will be safe. " when someone promises something and it's nearly impossible to keep... there's a good chance it will end up being a lie."

" so what now?"

" I'm going's to go talk to Hyun-Su." Eun-Hyuk crumbled up the paper and got up leaving. Hopefully, he'll be able to talk some sense into him. So it will help me explain to myself he's not all mad. Let's just hope he'll listen.

It was not long afterward I heard Hyun-Su arguing with him. He wouldn't listen. " I'm not a dog; go find someone else to pick up your shit!" He cursed. I frowned my brows knowing That one boy has gotten into his head. I couldn't take this.

Getting up I left the room. I stood in front of the two. Hyun-Su saw me. " why don't you get her to do it seems like she one of you guys now!"

I was taken back, " Hyun-Su?!" I tried to talk to him again but he interrupted me. " what, You going to lie to me some more?!" I shook my head, he had it all wrong. " No, of course not just... just please let me explain!"

" why should I?" He stepped forward, questioning why I should. " because I had a reason for not telling you but I see now it was a huge mistake for not saying anything." I took a step towards him.

I may not remember the whole reason but one of them was being afraid they would treat me the same as Hyun-Su even though they did already to a certain extent.

" Then... what was the reason?"

I could see his eyes Turing black, " well first off, I don't know the whole reason-" but I was stopped. " you don't know your reason why you didn't say anything?"

This made me sound like I was crazy. I pinched the bridge of my nose. I had to word this carefully. " it's Complicated when I woke up—" I was soon Interrupted again.

"What does this have to do with the reason?!" I could see his eyes turning black he was getting fed up. " if you just listen and let me tell you—you'll know!" I argued back but Hyun-Su shook his head.

" I'm done, Just... just don't talk to me again." He gazed down at the floor. what did he mean? Was he done with me? Us? or everyone in the group? He was about to step out but I couldn't lose him I was going to tell him even if he did reject it he needed to know.

I grabbed his hand, mine was shaking a bit. But I held onto myself tightly. He halted starting down at our Intertwined hands. It was hard to say this biting the inside of my bottom lip I sighed.

" I love you."

Everyone was quiet after that. I wondered if I didn't say it loud enough. But noticing Hyun-Su's mouth gaped open meant he was at a loss for words. It was awkward as I felt my face go hot.

" what?"

That was the only thing he said maybe he didn't understand or he did and was so shocked. " I wanted to tell you this earlier but someone got in the way." As soon as I said this that one boy came into the room through the metal door.

" who got in the way?"

He walked over towards us sitting down on the one black chair that was in the corner. He took off his hood. " oh, I know sorry if I got in the way my apologies." He smiled I just rolled my eyes.

" why don't you just leave, you are just making things worse." I confronted him but I soon felt a strong hand on my shoulder. " Soo-Nico that's enough!" It was Hyun-Su. I couldn't believe him. " you're going to take up for him? When You hardly know this guy!"

It was true they barely knew each other and he's Siding with this psycho. This guy has Hyun-Su wrapped around his sneaky little finger. " do I even know you? Do you love me or is that just a big lie too?" I was taken back at his comment. " Hyun-Su... that's not fair!"

I had tears in my eyes now, " It seems pretty fair to me." he crossed his arms. " what are you saying?" I knew he was hinting at something. His eyes shifted from mine avoiding my gaze. They were hard but softened a bit.

With his hand still on my shoulder, I grabbed it, it was all warm. " —I don't think I can return your feelings anymore." his hand dropped from mine. I could tell in some parts of his voice it sounded like he forced himself to say this but I could hardly tell.

I knew this would probably happen I was wanting to be prepared for rejection but you never are. I could feel my heartbreak. My chest swelled up as I tried to keep my tears from falling. He didn't LOVE me back?

I was quiet now. I didn't know how to respond. I never liked someone this much before him and the group was all I have. And now I feel like it's all crumbling down. I had to get out of here. " fine, but just so you know I wasn't meaning to hurt you."

I felt a tear slip down my cheek as my back was facing him leaving the room. Maybe I should just leave and forget everything and start over. It just seems like all I bring is trouble.

Lowering my head I made a plan to leave tonight. There was nothing left for me here anymore anyway.

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Not Just a Monster

Warning: none

25: Trust?

Hyun-Su P.O.V

Could I trust this guy? My insides were in knots after just finding out he was just like me. He killed his team without hesitation. He pretended to be the rabbit but all along he was the wolf.

I sort of get it to survive even as a monster you have to do whatever it takes. It was true it's not the monsters that are the Scariest it's the humans.

Judging by the paper he showed me when the helicopters flew by dumping them out will they welcome me with open arms? I knew Soo-Nico would if she were alive, she showed me that.

But the others?

I could count probably a couple but that's it. I didn't know them long enough or know their true intentions if they found out about the safe camp. Would they report me? I got to thinking they did use me and Soo-Nico but they made up for it but still.

All this thinking of the what if's made my head spin as we came down the elevator. The same one Jae-Hyeon died in. He was one of the ones that were good to me would I let him down by trusting Ui-Myeong?

Time would tell, I was torn by helping him and trusting the group. I would have to be cautious from here on out. Turning my head I looked at my reflection through the mirror.

It went on because there was another one on the other side as it started back at me. I could have sworn someone my eyes were black. I couldn't die as a human but am I living to see myself become a monster?

I saw the numbers count down until it got to one. I waited a few seconds for the door to open. Soon it did revealing the group, but they all had Serious Expressions on their face I don't blame them after just what happened.

They were holding up all kinds of different weapons. I Scanned through every one of them. Until something NO more like someone caught my eye.

It was HER

Soo-Nico stood in front of me I didn't know how my mind didn't recognize or see her. My breath was caught in my throat, I thought she had died? she did die in my arms.

I had to make sure I wasn't seeing things. I stood there for a couple of minutes processing what was going on but I decided To take a step closer. My words came what stutter-ish and probably unconvincing.

" H-How?"

I raised my hand up and with the tips of my fingers, I gazed at her cheek. It felt warm and firm it felt real. It was. I dropped my hand backing up.

The only way she could be alive is if she was infected. But she couldn't be? She didn't show any signs that I saw or none of them. If she was did she kept it a secret all this time?

But why would she?

I recalled the times she hinted at it during our first and second couple of other meetings. How could've been so dumb not to realize? " Hyun-Su what's going on with you?" My train of thought was Interrupted by Yi-Kyeong.

She stepped towards me with her gun, questioning what was wrong with me. " did I win?" Ui-Myeong stated, more like reminded me of what he thought might happen.

By the looks of the group, I was beginning to think he was right. " Hyun-Su is okay," Eun-hyuk informed everyone but did he know if I was? I began to question everything.

As I heard footsteps walk up behind me. " is that so?" Yi-kyeong now pointed the gun at Ui-Myeong questioning Eun-hyuk.

She still had the gun pointed towards him so I brought my hand back up to the tip of the Barrel lowering it away from him. " don't more!"

" you know those things can't kill me?" Ui-Myeong reminded Sang-Wook who was angry holding the gun tight in his grip. " don't worry about that. I'll find a way to kill you when I need to!" He threatened.

This was all too much.

I kept getting asked questions if I was okay and they kept telling me to come here as if I was their dog. Sang-Wook gun was still up so I walked over towards it the end of it was on my chest. " put that away, he saved me."

" think about what they had done?" I remembered what they did. I took a glance a Soo-Nico I almost let my guard down seeing the bullet hole that was through her shirt that was fully stained in her blood.

I still had some of it on me as well, I was at crossroads. If she was like me why lie and deceive me? There must have been a reason for it. But that reason could be something bad that's why she didn't plan on telling anyone.

It wasn't that hard to guess. " Hyun-Su he killed his men, –Do you trust him?"

I stopped him right there, " –Do you trust me?" I wanted to know did they trust a Monster, Wasn't I good enough that Soo-Nico didn't trust me with her secret? I did trust her either now? I glanced down at her. " seriously, do you trust me or should I trust you?"

I didn't take my eyes off her, she seemed to understand what I was saying now. Her eyes glanced to the floor with a look of regret. I felt my heart skip. I was disappointed in her I was with all of them.

I was just used, I was just filled with lies. They were just like everyone else in my life, did I still have feelings for her maybe? I know I did but right now I need to think everything through.

But first I had to say saying about Ui-Myeong. " He's just like me— So please, put your guns down." I had to break the suffocating atmosphere.

What did that matter? It will be like this for a while it may even become Awkward. So I decided to walk away from them, I didn't have to tell Ui-Myeong he followed.

But something caught my hand, I knew who it was. " Hyun-Su please let me explain—" she squeezed my hand like she did many other times when she did that I use to feel all warm inside but now I don't feel anything.

I had to shake my head, " No, there's nothing I want to hear from you right now." I jerked my hand away, closing my eyes. I couldn't turn and look at her knowing I'll break.

I walked into the room where Sun-Young got killed. There was a large Puddle of her blood laying on the floor, " I did it." I mumbled to myself, I noticed Ui-Myeong stayed behind.

" I... killed Ms. An."

I could hear myself began to cry, usually, Soo-Nico would comfort me but I didn't want to see or talk to her. I hadn't noticed Yi-Kyeong stepped into the room. " I know you had no choice." She nodded her had bottom lip quivering a little.

" you waited until the end, She would've wanted that for you." She turned and walked away out of the room. I could tell there were tears in her eyes. I remembered her face when I made her take her last breath.

As I stared back down at the Puddle of blood seeing my Reflection. Then glanced up at the Concrete column seeing where she was counting down the day until monsterization. It was her Tenth day.

Raising my hand I rubbed my finger over it. Frowning, I had to look away. I had no right to be sad. So I walked out of the room. Seeing Ui-Myeong we took a seat in the day-care-center.

It was quiet until I spoke to you. " What are you going to do from now on?" I questioned not knowing what he was going to do from here? " I'm gonna find more that are just like us." I nodded my mind went to Soo-Nico.

She was like us but different.

He leaned more over towards me, " when the hunt is over, the hound dies. It should live as a wolf, come with me." She suggested, taking me up on an offer did I what to take it?

My heart says no but my head says yes. So there were small quiet footsteps. Ui-Myeong peered over. " is he your friend? Come here it's okay." He motioned. I was it was Su-Yeong, he slowly walked over.

" Hyun-Su have you seen Mr. Han?"

" No."

" look my T-Rex leg is broken, he said he would fix it. Do you know who to fix it!" He pushed it towards me. Asking if I knew how. I didn't feel like fixing anything.

" No."

He looked down said, I didn't feel bad. " what about us? Do you think we can be fixed? I used to think so. Because I thought it was a disease So I volunteered for the experiment." He sighed,

" They made every effort to separate it from me. They tried freezing, thawing, sawing, piercing, scorching. What do you think happened in the end?" He nudged me, " it never came out!" He smiled.

" why not?" He asked as if I questioned it. " because the monster isn't in me. it is me! I realized then this is an evolution! And that I was the chosen one." His eyes turned black like he was all excited.

My stomach began to twist, " Humans have failed Not only did they fail in experiments, But they also failed to be selected by nature."

His eyes turned back to normal after he finished. Did humans fail? Was it time for a new chance for us to evolve into something much more unbreakable? Only if you survive the changing process.

Was it true only the strong survive? Maybe I was looking at this all wrong it wasn't the monster that we have to worry about the next generations to come.

" Accept it humans and we can't coexist anymore anyway." Was he right but that? Even with Soo-Nico, she lied to me this was a tough decision to make she will probably take there the human's side.

She just like them.

So I got up walking down the hallway until I heard more commotion. Did I even want to know? But I went anyway knowing I had to be a better monster than a human. Turing a corner Su-Yeong was being held back by his sister.

He was crying, I didn't know what was happening until I saw Byeong-II and Hye-In and a couple of others. They were trying to kill slime monsters. " No! Stop it!" I Screamed.

But it was no use Byeong-II throw the bottle of fire hitting the monster. I couldn't believe it. " It won't attack us!"

" Well, yes but we–" Byeong-II was stopped by Hye-In. " you don't know when it will Change!" She yelled. " shoot it! It's a monster!" The little girl cried. After all this time they still think monsters are all the bad ones

There was still screaming and crying going around. They began to burn it more with a blowtorch. My eyes winded as the huge yellow light was reflected off the walls.

He was right all along.

I turned to Ui-Myeong, " I guess you were right, monster and humans can't possibly coexist!" Anger rose in me. If they did that to him how can I live or trust these people I'm with?

Not anymore.

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Not just a Monster

Warning: Blood, Violence, death

24: Secrets out

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Soo-Nico laid on top of the other dead body's some of her group and others of the invaders. Flies were landing on them as blood seemed in more through their clothes creating large puddles of different types of blood.

The monster inside of Soo-Nico was beginning to fester. Taking over every inch of her body, telling the dying girl to wake up. That it wasn't her time or ever will be inevitable. She was going to evolve into something much more stronger and powerful.

In no time she'll be a ticking time bomb, as her wound was healing already. It would be like nothing had happened. The color was coming back to her ghostly green pale skin going back to its original color Gradually.

" come on!" Her inside monster would yell. " get up." Even though the monster wasn't supposed to care or worry about its host it somehow felt bad. I remembered when I said I'll be real soon the desire to resist us too tempting.

Maybe it was time for it. She couldn't stay full human forever. For humans to survive, they would have to change it was the only way as Soo-Nico had no choice but to Evolve.

Her body gave into the deep void of death that wanted to swallow her whole. Her fingers and toes started to twitch one by one her chest began to rise up and down again.

Then all in one moment her lids flashed open revealing nothing but fully black eyes. Tears dripped from down them As her head inhumanely twisted from side to side giving off sinister smile.

" They think they can kill me?" She laughed crazily, " oh, they can try but they can't kill the desires that are inside!" Soo-Nico sat up. Staring at the dead bodies she sat on top of.

" They can't kill my friends!" Those were the last words that slip out of her bloodied-up dried lips. Thinking about her friends. Those invaders were all going to die.

Soo-Nico P.O.V

When I woke up I didn't recognize myself. I didn't know why I was crying? However, I began to smile, for some reason looking from side to side I felt different.

It was like I had awoken in someone else's body. Soon a couple of memories came flooding back to the surface of my brain. Little fragments here and there. I had stayed with a group inside this apartment building.

But I can't remember anyone else or anything before I came here? I wondered why I was In a darkish closet that smelled weird. And files were everywhere.

I then realized what happened invaders had come in. Attacking my people killing some and trying to kill me in the process little did they know? My smile widened. " they think they can kill me?" I began to laugh and not the type where I find something funny.

" oh, they can try but they can't kill these desire inside!" I desired to get back at the ones who harmed me did me wrong they were foolish just to kill anyone. I sat up seeing the dead bodies my some of my people, and the invaders.

" They can't kill my friends!" those were the last words that left my lips that tasted strange and felt dry. I thought about my friends and how the others were going to die for what they did.

Standing up I walked towards the door grasping the nob opening it slowly. The light was bright that I had to Squint my eyes and look away for a moment. The air was filled with dust and smoke giving off a haze.

I stayed there for a few seconds until continuing. Soon a dead body came into view it was on fire. It was Sun-Young. Guess she turned too.

Passing the Elevators and the large column that was right around the corner a large man was standing in front of a group I knew who they were.

Their faces showed sorrow, " she's going to die isn't she?" The man with the glasses said. But the guy with the gun wasn't so thrilled and told him to shut up.

Threatening him with his gun, no one noticed me yet as I was standing in someone's blood. Soon others came in I recognized one, with the crazy hair and the sickening urges for girls.

I felt my fingers' nails sharp as I clenched my fist. I wanted to kill him. " Where the hell have you been?!" The man that was guarding asked. " Shut your trap your breath stinks—" he glanced over at me.

Eyes going wide, I grinned a little. " what the fuck is wrong with that chick?" He pointed and soon everyone was taken back in surprise. By Fear mixed in with relief and confusion. The girl in the red jumper stood up.

" Soo-Nico?!" The girl called, I remembered her name to be Eun-Yoo, she knew about me being infected. Tears were in her eyes. " sit down!!" the man screamed at her. Her brother Eun-Hyuk pulled her down.

" so the bitch is a monster all along," The crazy hair boy walked over to me. " I can't wait to kill you!" He spits raising his weapon but I didn't give him time to by grabbing the inside of his mouth gripping at his jaw.

My black eyes stare into his brown ones he made some gurgling sounds and in one swift move, I jerked his mouth right off of his dirty mouth he won't be able to use.

He fell to the floor with a thud as his blood-covered my hand. My eyes hardened as I saw one of the other men. They pointed their guns at me and began to shoot at me.

I felt the bullets go throw but it didn't hurt. I kept going like it didn't bother me which it didn't. The men began to shake back up, as my bloodied hand shot out into the man's chest.

He Screamed, yanking on to my arm trying to pull away. I felt around then grabbing what I wanted clutching it feeling wet as it beat. I ripped it out staring at the guy's heart I ripped out his eyes rolled in the back of his head as he tried to gasp for air.

I pushed him to the ground, he was already dead before hitting the concrete. Dropping the squishy heart, screams were let out. I turned to them, they wall-scooted away terrified at what they just witnessed. I began to walk towards them but I some began to feel tired my knees went weak. I felt my sticky Palms of my hands hit against the cool concrete. I breathed in and out slowly my eyes went back to normal.

Someone got up and run over to me. It was Eun-Yoo, " are you alright!" she crouched down beside pulling me into her embrace. " I– I'm fine." a huge lump formed into my throat I tried to swallow but it was nearly impossible.

Tears formed in my eyes it all came back to what I just did. " she's– she's one of them a Monster!!" Jae-Hwan called out. I knew it, I looked up they were all staring at him. " well you saw what she did she could do that to us if we don't—" he was interrupted.

" So what Jay-Hwan she saved us?!" Eun-Yoo barked back at him defending me. I stared in awe, she didn't have to do that. " I knew about her being infected for a while now but didn't say anything knowing how you'll react."

Her brother didn't look surprised when I stared at him. " you what she could of—" jay-Hwan tried to speak but Eun-Shook her head. " but she didn't!" The conversation was soon stopped by someone jumping down from the ceiling.

" Eun-Yoo right, she risked her life for us the least we can do is thank her I would have kept it a secret too." Hi-kyeong walked towards us. " thank her?!" Jay-Hwan stood up about to fuss again but expectedly, Eun-Hyuk got up to them and faced him.

" it doesn't matter now, her monster or not she with us." He walked over towards me. I couldn't believe what I was hearing, " I'm sorry Soo-Nico, for putting you through all that trouble." He stuck out his hand.

They didn't hate me, I smiled. With my other none bloodied one I took a hold of his and he and his sister helped me up. " I should have said something but I was nervous that you guys would kick me out."

I stared at the group but then noticed Hyun-Su wasn't there. " where's Hyun-Su?" They were quiet, " Jeung-Seob and a couple of others took him to the roof." Eun-Hyuk clarified. Was he okay? Were they going to kill or hurt him?

By the Expression on my face, he could tell what I was thinking. " he was wounded but he'll be okay for now we need to Focus on a plan on what we are going to do." Yi-Kyeong nodded.

" We need to go," she motioned for us to come along Eun-Hyuk helped me walk. But a man came out in front stopping us. " I knew this would happen!" he slapped Ms. Cha and grabbing her from behind pointing his weapon.

" Drop your gun!" Yi-Kyeong threatened to point hers. " we should make a bet on who can kill more people!" He then shot Duk-Silk in the shoulder my eyes widened. Hearing people scream backing up.

" you're going to lose, so drop your fucking gun!" He yelled but Yi-Kyeong held her ground. This pissed him off more than she already was. " I said drop your fucking gun, you bitch!"

He wasn't playing around, she knew it lowering the weapon. Dropping it on the floor, He soon pushed Ms. Cha harshly and ran to Yi-Kyeong slapping her. She fell to the floor, " This is just the beginning, you bitch!" He cursed kicking her.

I couldn't let this happen as he continued to kick and hit her with the end of his gun. I looked around and found a crowbar grabbing it I got out of Eun-Yoo's hold and ran over towards him bashing it against his head. I backed up as Eun-Hyuk and Byeong-II pushed him up against the tank but the guy's gun went up and began shooting the ceiling. We ducked for cover as Bullets it the glass chandelier shattering into tiny pieces flying everywhere.

The guy with the gun soon flew back hitting the column as his blood splattered all over it. He was dead Turing my head it was Yi-Kyeong the one that shot him. her chest huffed up and down like she was tired.

We all waited a couple more minutes before doing anything making sure there was no one else. I sat down on the ground staring at the mess and the Stench of blood and a burnt body.

Everyone was scared and shaken up as the guys dragged the men That were killed by Me and Yi-Kyeong. I hoped Hyun-Su was okay, if he were to come to do here and see me I wondered what he will think? It was hard to say watching the girl he liked died in his arm, then getting taken by the leader not on when he'll come back if he does then finding out the girl that was supposed to be dead is alive and he'll think the only reason is that she's infected.

What was I going to say? I lied to him all this time making him think I was human. I couldn't remember anything about my family still. Did I even have a mother a father or a brother, sister? Something tells me I didn't have much of one.

Even school I don't remember anything at all it's all a blur in my mind. Hanging my head low tears dripped from my eyes. I made a big mistake of coming here. Maybe I would have been better off I thought until there was the sound of an elevator door opening.

Thinking it was Hyun-Su I quickly got up running over towards it but it was him it was another guy. The others came pointing their weapons at him. Faces Contoured in anger.

He held up his hands in Surrender, " stop it! Stop this we don't have time for it!" The guy cried, " what do you mean?" Byeong-II questioned, " if they come down we're all dead!" I raised an eyebrow who?

Was he talking about Hyun-Su? " what are you talking about?" People pressed their weapons more towards him I was standing right beside Eun-Yoo. " All right I'll put my weapon down, okay!" He laid it on the ground.

Then pulled something out of his Pocket it was a red piece of paper. " here, read this!!" He handed it over to Yi-Kyeong she looked at him suspiciously then took it. Hye-In read it out loud to us.

" special infectee Report guide." She began, my heartbeat started to pick up. " We guarantee the safety of anyone Who reports a special infection. You will be transferred to a safe camp."

She finished my heart dropped in the pit of my stomach. They wouldn't report me, right? My fist clenched, " what does that mean?" I rolled my eyes did that person not listen? " they want to report people like me!" I said out loud looking down.

Of course, something like this would happen. I Sensed they were all staring at me, after hearing that I wasn't sure if I and Hyun-Su were safe here anymore. Anyone will do anything if that means they are assured safety.

It was quiet until a dig went off, slowly my head Rose to see the numbers on the elevator we're going down. " there coming, there coming!" Byeong-II said all Panicked everyone pointed their weapons. I didn't have one and if it was Hyun-Su I wouldn't use it.

Everyone was still as the numbers hot in the Single digits. I counted down from five if they were going to shoot him I would protect him.

THREE, TWO, ONE!

I said in my head as the elevator doors opened.

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