i am so depressed 🙃
& really friggin lonely _| ̄|○
i haven’t even really been enjoying drawing lately and kinda just wanna recluse from posting on social media entirely and try to throw myself into some other hobby like reading or gaming.
i moved to a new place in january to be closer to my parents but now i don’t even know if it was the right decision. there are seemingly no gay people here and i knew it would be this way before moving here but it still really sucks to live in the reality of it now. but i was depressed where i lived before anyway.
i’m sick of feeling this way since i was like 10 years old. sure i have improved in some ways, but every day is still so hard and i feel like giving up a lot. i know a lot of people are probably in similar situations to me. i have no close friends here, just my mum. which is more than some people have and i know i’m so lucky in so many ways.
life really sucks ʅ(◞‿◟)ʃ
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i don't know if you'll ever see this, but I wish you a good couple of years. I've been a fan for a long time, since when I was in a dark time my friend would send me your art and it felt (and still feels) so genuine. I felt understood by an artist, like someone saw me and went "hey things aren't ok but they're going to be soon"
i want to say a genuine thank you for this. I know i'm not the only one who feels this way about your work, but I finally got the courage to let you know how much you've impacted my life in a positive way.
i wish you all of your favorite things!! ^^
[TW: i talk about trauma related stuff]
thank you so much ( ; ; )
i really appreciate you taking the time to write that and i’m so glad that my art has helped you in this way. it means a lot to me to know that as for a very long time i had no sense of purpose besides pleasing men and i thought that all i’m worth is a body for men.
i starting making art while i was still in a relationship with a man and slowly through lots therapy and lots of hardships i allowed myself to be free from that life.
i am always in a battle with my mind and the only thing that keeps me here on earth is medication, my mum and my art. my art is my purpose and to know that it helps so many people (i still can’t believe this) makes me want to keep going.
thank you again for writing me and i hope you’re doing okay lovely. we’ve got this!!!
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your artwork has a very lovely style and your messages are very comforting as well!
thank you so much! 💖💕💖💕
that’s so lovely of you to say 🥲❤️
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I wish you were my parent, you seem so nice and good
you’re adopted now
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Sorry just wanted to let you know how happy your art makes me
Just now I was feeling really yucky and seeing your work reminded me that things are okay
Still grumpy but not spiraling anymore:)
oh wow that is so wonderful (;o;) !!! thank you for messaging me this ❤️ i’m so glad my art was able to help in some way when life can be so hard at times. sending you love and strength !
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Been going through a rough time with PTSD and your art helps so much. Thank you 💛💛💛
aww anon i’m so sorry to hear things have been hard. i hope that you’re doing a bit better since it took me so long to respond to your ask 😅🥲 life has been hard for me too…but, we both got this! thank you for your message and i’m glad my art is able to help you in some way ❤️
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