be patient with yourself!<3 your writing is incredible and obviously i dont know you but it seems like you're being hard on yourself. writing is soo much work and it takes a shit ton of energy. if life is hard, then life is hard and blocks will happen! you're not letting anyone down. it will get easier. i hope you can be compassionate and kind with yourself. no one writes like you do, really i mean that<3 hope you have a lovely day

I really appreciate this more than you know, thank you so so so much 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️ I hope you have a lovely day yourself, you're awesome ✨❤️

No-one asked but I need to put it out in the world to keep myself accountable: the Raughy story is still in the works and I promise it's coming your way very soon ❤️

Am I right in thinking you don´t want any asks about TS´s new album?

Yes you're absolutely right, thank you for seeing right through me 😂

hey guys all I want to do is write but it's like every time I sit down to do it my mind goes blank and I've forgotten all the ideas I've ever had about anything having to do with this story, isn't that fun

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Wait, are we still getting the Loads of Crisps fic? 👀

a doc has been started, but @oh-bonerline is busy with her epic and I'm fighting with writer's block, so I desperately want to say yes but the reality is I have no idea 🥲 we have a ✨vision✨ for it, at least—that's the only thing I can say at the moment

would you read it if it was 👀

yes yes yes!! i would read absolutely anything you write and i may or not be a sucker for a good raughy fic🫣

❤️

the only good real good Raughy fic out there is the incredible gay drama that @oh-bonerline wrote for them, but I'm trying my best to at least do them justice ✨

it started out as a simple idea that spiralled into something a touch more complicated (but not overly, don't worry)

I hope I will manage to post the first bit soon 🥲

is the curveball raughy👀

would you read it if it was 👀

how are you? any hints about the curveball pairing?

Hey, I'm doing alright, still not 100% and still struggling to write at a proper rhythm but other than that good ❤️

Any hints, hmmm... It's not an unheard of pairing, far from it, but it's also one I've never written before 👀

Hey, I just wanted to say that I have been a silent follower of the current fic (and the last one!) and am absolutely obsessed with your writing. The quality and complexity of your stories and character developments are way beyond what I can usually find within the realm of “fanfiction”. It really feels like your writing transcends that category - although I also love the genre for what it is! I can’t wait for more. 🥰

🥲 thank you, this really means a lot, especially in a moment when I'm incredibly blocked and all I want to do is write more but I can't bring myself to form any decent thoughts/put any words together that make any kind of sense. It's lovely being reminded that once upon a time I managed to do it and that it's probably going to get better again at some point ❤️

Can't wait to bring you more!

note to self: writing romance while you're going through an emotional slump is Not Easy™

(please be patient with me I love you all)

"But why would you want to imagine, read or write about a relationship that wasn't healthy, good or desirable to you personally?"

I genuinely don't know how to explain the concept of fiction to you.

yes there is Matty/George in this one and it contains one of my favourite scenes ever, so I think you all should read it

His room smelled stale, unlived in, and it looked exactly how it had when Matty left it. The same clothes piled up on the bed. The same book laid face down on his bedside table. The same overflowing ashtray on the window sill. He’d half expected George to have relished the opportunity to organize and clean everything while he was away. But it looked as though George had simply closed the door and walked away, as if Matty had died and needed to be memorialized.  He opened up the window, letting in frigid but fresh air. He pushed the clothes off the bed and onto the floor. He stretched himself out on the bed, lying flat on his back, feeling as if he were in a sort of limbo. The room fit him oddly, like an old suit, somehow both too small and too big. He didn’t feel like himself but he didn’t feel like someone else. He felt like no one. 

we'll knock around and see - chapter nine on AO3

Do you have any idea what’s causing your block? You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to.

A combination of personal mental health spiciness that I'm struggling to handle properly and mixed feelings about tour ending, I guess. This entire era has occupied so much space in my brain and now that nothing new is happening it's hard to keep feeding the machine. Plus honestly the feedback on the ongoing story has not been that enthusiastic and it definitely has not helped 🤷🏻‍♀️

Curveball as in George and Ross?

I know someone would be keen on that but not that much of a curveball, sorry 😅

I can’t wait to read what you’re writing! Your writing incredible, no matter the subject. I hope you are feeling well and this helps with your block xx

Thank you for this ❤️

Like many of the things I write, it started out as an idea for a short story and has now turned into something with multiple chapters (but don't worry, it's not going to be as monstrously long as the other stories have been so far)

It's a bit of a curve ball, pairing-wise, but I hope you all enjoy it nonetheless ✨

Im just throwing this out into the universe but it would be amazing if Ross made a post for Matty's birthday! I'm keeping my expectations low, but they DID give us something on the Robbers Kiss Anniversary.....👀 (which still amazes me btw)

Plus it would be a great excuse for Ross to give us all the Moss photos we didnt get from the UK/Europe tour! Like the head kiss from Brussels or the couch cuddle (I just KNOW Jordan got photos)!! Which for the most part Ross normally comes through and posts them right away, but he hasnt posted anything since the US tour so now's the perfect time!!

Much better vibes here, thanks!

I'm a big fan of the optimism in this ask honestly — my hopes are really low for anything happening but it certainly would heal and repair me if it did 🥲

And you're right there are a lot of great moments from the UK/EU tour that we should definitely be entitled to seeing from the man himself. Here's hoping he actually comes through. (I really don't like thinking about them at the moment, which is one of the main sources of my block 😅)

I cannot stand Ross’ GF she’s driving me insane. He seems so different.

I beg of you I do not want to talk about this on here. I don't know how many times I have to say it.