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ngl is it just me or when i’m high i get touch deprived asf😭 and like the one time im not actually stressed bro like i wish i could feel like that all the time but then the munchies makes me eat my brains out and then i feel like shit:/ help
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Bingeing advice!
Your daily reminder that when you stop bingeing, life does get boring and you won’t get that “high” of eating anymore. That means you’re on track!
People aren’t supposed to feel that emotional while eating. You’re not supposed to feel extremely happy while eating or feel extremely guilty after eating. Those are emotions that are only accompanied by bingeing.
Get used to feeling bored while eating! It’s healthy to feel that way because eating is just a necessary process to live just like sleeping or breathing.
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does anyone that purge know how long to wait before purging is the best timeframe to get everything out after eating?? and how do you know you got all of it (or as much as can usually come back up) lmk in the comments please:)
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Currently reminding myself that I deserve to be skinny.
I deserve to have the body I've always wanted.
I deserve to fight for that body.
This isn't a bad thing. I am fighting for my own happiness.
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lowk im so done w everything and i want to let ana just take control but it’s so hard to fucking do that when my parents are on my back all the time if i ate how i feel etc etc,, just leave me alone
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how many times have you started over already? you would be at your goal by now if you hadn’t given up in the first place.
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lwk i forgot about this app but i feel like my ed isn’t valid anymore bc i haven’t had a full blown relapse in a while and i srs need one so i can hyper focus on smth rather than my relationship shit 🥲🥲
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reasons to push to my ugw
so i can be skinny
to be given the jealous looks
people asking me how i did it
to be able to wear whatever i want and having it look good on me
wearing xxs/xs clothing
people complimenting how i look
changing the way i look
being happier with myself
being able to feel confident in a bikini
being able to eat a cookie without worrying i will be fat
to look in the mirror and love what i see
to take pictures of myself and look good
having people say “body goals”
for the tiny wrists.
to not have to worry about being a “normal weight” again
a pretty thigh gap
to wear crop tops without worrying about my stomach
to boost my confidence
to look good in my dream style
to be envied
to be seen as inspiration
to run and not feel the fat jiggle
to have a more defined jawline
to not hate my thighs
for size small clothes to fit oversized
to look good in body conn dresses
to feel accepted by society standards
to be happier with my body
to not feel super fat all the time
to have lean legs
to look cute in shorts
to be told im “too” skinny
to experience “skinny privilege”
to feel cold in summer
to see my ribs
for people to worry about me
to have control over at least one thing in my life
to never be the “fat” friend
to not have to worry when being carried
being able to lean on “him” without worrying im too heavy:/
being able to wrap my fingers around my arms
for baggy clothes to actually look good on me
to be the smallest in the room
for all the jealousy other girls will feel when they see me
to be the center of attention
to not be asked to stop eating cause its late
to feel super light
to be told i look different
so i dont have to cry about my weight anymore
to be smaller than everyone who’s ever talked shit about me
being able to be mini
knowing i eat less than others
fitting into clothes that my friends cant fit into
for xs skits to be too big on me
needing to get my clothes tailored because they’re too big
to be the “winner” against others with eds(this ones kind of toxic ik:/)
to be able to pull off mini skirts and having long thinspo legs
to be proud when i step onto the scale
so my thighs dont touch when i sit down
relatives asking if ive lost weight
not feeling lazy
for people around me not to tell me maybe i should eat less
to be lighter than one of my friends thats lwk thinspo
no double chin
the compliments<333
not having to spend my money on food
losing my period
to be the skinny friend
visible bones
to feel weightless
for people to say “wow you’re so light”
not to have to worry when i sit on someones lap
to look like tumblr thinspo girl
to wear low rise pants and feel confident
to be known for being “healthy”
for people to say “thats all you’re going to eat?”
for my stomach to shrink so i feel full after a small portion
to finally get the attention ive always wanted
to finally feel like ive proved myself
to finally feel so weak that i faint from malnutrition
to have pretty thin fingers
to run out of breath from doing easy tasks
to be treated like im delicate ~like a doll
pretty collarbones omlll
for my stomach to shrink where i cant binge anymore
to be able to wrap my hands around my thighs so they touch
to look like THAT girl when im on vacation
for a pretty neck that looks amazing with small necklaces
to finally feel disgusted with junk food or greasy food
even though i dont like skinny jeans, to look good in them
for the tightest bracelet settings to be loose on me
for my hands to be cold all the time
to see my shoulder bones
for one size clothes to be baggy on me (like brandy melvile)
for girls to ask me how i did it
to have that small snatched waist
to know i finally beat hit my ugw after so long
to feel like i finished something.
to feel good enough
to be perfect.
#tw ana thoughts#whyiwantmyugw#edthings#ed not ed sheeran#an0rexic#tw ana things#an0r3xic#tw ed in the tags#eating problems#i want to be a skeleton#restrictive ed#th1n$po#4n0r3x14#3dblr#th!n$p0#3atingdisord3r
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goals
key: 🔒 for locked 🔐for achieved
cw 106
gw 1 100 🔒
gw 2 97 🔒
gw 3 94🔒
gw 4 91🔒
gw 5 88🔒
ugw 85 🔒
#an0r3xic#tw ed in the tags#eating problems#i want to be a skeleton#restrictive ed#th1n$po#4n0r3x14#3dblr#th!n$p0#tw ana thoughts
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have not been on here in a while but i hit my hw and i srs need to take it seriously this time and hit my goals. shit happening and i’ll use this to distract from those things so i have something to focus on. i cant fuck up this time i just can’t.
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i’m supposed to be doing a 48hr fast and my mom brought home pizza two days in a row,, like 4 boxes,, and idk how i resisted the urge to just eat a whole box at 12 am,, but i’m not gonna quit,, i managed to go this long pretending to eat and im not gonna fuck it up with carbs, oil and fat,, i can get pizza anytime but if i want to hit my ugw,, then i ain’t letting no pizza stop me 🫡✨
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why did i fold for someone within a week hello??? literally bye istg my chances r low too and i’m so confused bc idek how to tell if they’re flirting or not and i’m like😦😦 kms
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Stop.
Stop thinking of time in days or weeks. Think of it in hours, or minutes even.
Don’t tell yourself that “You’ve already ruined today anyway, so what that point?”
You’ve only ‘ruined’ this hour, this minute. You can still succeed in the next hour.
So don’t give up and start tomorrow for the millionth time, start again the next minute. Start again the next hour, and keep fucking going.
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