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anastasiasyah · 15 days
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A new album by my friend @alicenineshou
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anastasiasyah · 16 days
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Some people speak to your mind Some people speak to your heart Some people speak to your soul
But there’s that one person that speaks to three of them and suddenly, you find yourself empty and nothing in the world can restore you.
— 04/02/24, anastasiasyah
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anastasiasyah · 21 days
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Like a wildflower that can grow on a barren land, I want this steel heart to turn tender and kind.
— 02/19/24, anastasiasyah
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anastasiasyah · 21 days
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The Performer and The Writer
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anastasiasyah · 2 months
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Oh, time was so cruel it united us then tore us apart. It baptized us with the torment of living and cradled us to the eternal sleep.
— "Afterlife" from A Eulogy of Resurrection by anastasiasyah
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anastasiasyah · 2 months
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A EULOGY OF RESURRECTION
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I wrote this book in madness to make sure I stay sane. My heart is always restless because I have millions of thoughts running through my mind in one breath. Writing is how I heal by breathing words on pages. You can say it’s the way I remind myself that even ruins can be rebuilt.
I feel like I die a little every time I leave a word unwritten. If only there was an easier way to convey my feelings. But no, writing is my way of speaking my thoughts, which is both a gift and a curse. This is the consequence of having a snow globe heart and Pandora’s box mind.
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anastasiasyah · 3 months
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When I was young, I wanted to save the world. Now that I'm older, I want to save myself.
— 01/02/24, anastasiasyah
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anastasiasyah · 4 months
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My soul wants to rid its burden by running away into the oblivion.
— 12/16/23, anastasiasyah
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anastasiasyah · 4 months
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People these days spend most of their time showing who they are not and the rest of their time hiding who they really are.
— 12/09/22, anastasiasyah
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anastasiasyah · 4 months
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I no longer knew heartache, for every shed of it was devastated by you.
— 12/15/23, anastasiasyah
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anastasiasyah · 5 months
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I want to swallow you whole I want leave a gaping hole in your soul Just to show you How pretty you are.
— 10/08/23, anastasiasyah
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anastasiasyah · 5 months
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I want to be gentle with myself but these thoughts are violent.
— 09/28/23, anastasiasyah
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anastasiasyah · 6 months
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H.I.M - The sacrament [Piano Cover]
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anastasiasyah · 6 months
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Which one is worse: falling apart from the reality that surrounds us or falling in love with the delusions that we created for each other?
— 10/31/23, anastasiasyah
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anastasiasyah · 6 months
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I write alone. I write to people who don't exist. I cultivate this isolating existence into a gratifying solitude.
— 10/19/23, anastasiasyah
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anastasiasyah · 6 months
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People speak to me through dreams.
— 10/19/23, anastasiasyah
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anastasiasyah · 7 months
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How can longing for death could make me feel so alive?
— "Sleepless Thoughts" from Infernal Feelings by anastasiasyah
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