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Believe in Me

This is a short little Charlie Gillespie x Reader imagine. The reader struggles with her mental health and her self worth and Charlie is there to pick her up every single time.

GIF is not my own- creds to creator

FLUFF, FLUFF, FLUFFY

I sat on the edge of the bathtub, my hands constantly rubbing up and down my thighs, the hot tears leaving trails down my cheeks, I took a deep breath in, shaking my head and wiping the tears away before standing up and observing my reflection in the mirror, turning my head to the side.

I reach into the cabinet for my makeup wipes, scrubbing at my face to ensure that every little bit of makeup was removed, I splashed my face with the cold water from the tap, pulling my hair up into a messy bun, "you okay in there Bub?" the calming voice of my boyfriend, Charlie, spoke from the other side of the door, I didn't reply instead I open the bathroom door and smile at him, nodding my head, "you don't need to lie to me Baby" he says gently, grabbing my hand in his and pulling me into him, one of his hands rubbing the small of my back and the other finds itself in my hair, massaging my scalp soothingly. I could feel the overwhelming emotions come rushing back in the second I felt Charlie's lips come into contact with the top of my head, my body began to shake as the tears spilled out once more, Charlie removed his hand from my hair and pulled me gently to the couch, he sat down and tugged me onto his lap with my legs draping over his, I nestled my head into the crook of my love's neck as the tears eventually ran out.

"I'm sorry" I croaked, my throat feeling hoarse, "I thought you were still on set" I admitted, I felt Charlie's fingers under my chin as he lifted my head up to meet his loving eyes,

"Breathe in for 5 baby" he whispers, maintaining eye contact as he felt my body begin to shake from the sheer panic of him seeing me in this state, "Bub, please.. breathe in for 5 seconds" Charlie even began to slowly breathe in, hoping for me to imitate- to his joy, I did abide by his instructions and slowly breathe in, "good Baby good... can you hold it now? Just for another 5?" I nodded and held my breath in, Charlie tucked a few stray hairs behind my ear and ran his thumb along my cheek repeatedly, "you are doing so good, now just breathe out okay?" I continued to follow Charlie's instructions, my body feeling instantly relaxed as I stared into Charlie's eyes.

"Thank you" I said quietly, I rested my head against Charlie's hand, I kissed his palm repeatedly, just being thankful that I had this amazing man in my life

"Talk to me" he said calmly, "please" I sighed and sat up, shuffling off of Charlie's lap, my legs still over his.

"I just don't feel like myself... I feel like somewhere along the line I have lost who I am and I don't know how to get back to me..." I admitted "and this has been... I don't know- it's been going on for a while and I just didn't want to be a burden on you so I just let myself go through the motions when you're on set and I don't know I'm sorry" I lowered my head just for a moment before Charlie brought me back into his lap, he held my head in his hands before leaving a lingering kiss on my forehead

"You don't need to apologise for feeling like this Bub, I love you okay? More than I have ever loved anyone or anything ever before, I am here for all of your highs and all of your lows, Y/n, look at me please?" He begged as I started to distract myself with the view outside, "come on Love, please" he said in such a soft tone that it broke my heart to hear, I glanced back at him and half-smiled "you are my everything Baby, my absolute everything. I couldn't imagine spending the rest of my life with anybody else. I know you don't know who you are right now but I am going to be here, helping you find yourself again, every single step of the way. Baby, I love you and when you don't believe in yourself, just believe in me... Believe in the fact that I will do everything in my power to make you feel loved and appreciated and I will do everything to help you discover yourself" Charlie said, keeping my head in his hands, he pulled my face close to his and littered my face with a thousand kisses before planting a long and passionate kiss to my lips, exposing every raw emotion he held within his heart for me.

Although I don't know who I am and who I see myself as, there's one thing I will always know and that is that I am madly in love with this man peppering kisses all over my face and neck and that man is incredibly in love with me and he will always be there whenever I fall.

#charlie gillespie imagines #charlie gillespie x reader #charlie gillespie #romance #oneshot #fluff #somuchfluff #y/n #jatp #luke julie and the phantoms imagine

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me picking a scenario to fall asleep to: there’s nothing good on

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me every minute of every day:

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I’m Yours

Charlie Gillespie x Reader

Chapter VIII

Y/N is Kenny Ortega’s ‘niece’ after going through a rough breakup, Kenny decides to fly her over to stay with him, will her broken heart mend?

(Female Reader, NO SMUT, Romance, Friendship, THIS IS MY FIRST FANFIC/IMAGINE, I hope it’s good. Kenny is a lifelong family friend so reader calls him Uncle Kenny. I’m British so the writing is going to be British so like ‘mum’ instead of ‘mom’ yanno?)

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“Good Darling, I think he’s what you need”

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Y/N

“He’s what I need?” I question, looking back over to Charlie, watching him mess around on set with Owen and Jeremy. “I guess so” I say lightly, laughing at the three boys.

“BOYS” Kenny yelled from across set, “you ready?” he questioned, gesturing towards the stage where Savannah and the rest of her Dirty Candy group were going through their routine in their heads. Madison and Jadah jumped off the bar stools and got in position as did the three guys. I turned on my heels and walked past the group, smiling at everyone. As I was walking past, I felt my hand being tugged lightly, I was suddenly pressed against Charlie’s chest

“You look beautiful by the way” Charlie said softly in my ear, his thumb softly rubbing along my knuckles, I moved my head away slightly to smile up at the boy, he mimicked my expression before bringing my hand up to his lips and pressing a delicate kiss to my knuckles.

“Loser” I joke, a smile creeping onto my face, “focus” I turn him around by his waist to face the stage then continue to walk over to the director’s chair, the scene soon started and I stayed quiet, watching everything that was playing out in front of me.

“Hey” I heard a whisper, I turn my head and see Marcus settling in to the chair next to me, “you okay?” he questioned, offering me a bottle of water, I happily take the water and smile at him

“Yeah, I’m good thank you, how’re you?” I sip the water and turn to sit facing Marcus, giving him my full attention whilst the scene was playing out behind me,

“I’m good, so... I just wanted to apologise for the other day... I feel like you were getting a weird vibe from me so to make it up to you, I was wondering if you wanted to sit and have lunch with me today?” I glanced over at Charlie, standing behind Madison and watching Dirty Candy perform before bringing my attention back to the boy sat in front of me, I guess sitting with Marcus this once wouldn’t hurt.

“Yeah, sure” I shrugged, taking another swig of my water and smiling at Marcus, “how was your evening yesterday? Get up to much?” I initiated a less superficial conversation with Marcus, he told me all about this game he started playing- Red Dead Redemption, going on and on about how he had three horses and their names- Greg, Mabel and Naomi.

“I only named one of the horses Naomi because it was like a pun y’know? Because horses go ‘neigh’ so like Naomi. But yeah, the game is awesome- you just go around as a cowboy and do all these missions and stuff. I completed it in three hours.” He laughed,

“Three hours?! What did you do after that?” I question, thinking that taking three hours to complete a game was totally insane,

“Oh, I just played Warzone... do you know what that is?” He questioned, I nodded, explaining how Zac used to play it every day, all day, “All day?”

“Yeah, well when we were in school, he’d play it the second he got home and then once we left school, he couldn’t find a job and he wanted to be a professional gamer so he’d play Warzone from the moment he woke up to the moment he went to sleep, which would usually be at like 5am. It was awful” I shrugged, “He never even did anything to go towards being a gamer though, he never filmed anything, he never streamed his gaming”

“So he just didn’t want to have an actual job” Marcus shortlisted, I nodded in agreement, “sounds like a tool” he chuckled, “I’d never date a guy like that” I raised my eyebrow, “oh, I’m gay. That’s why I wanted to apologise for the other day. I know my weird compliment might’ve come across like I was trying to hit on you but that’s how I talk to all my girlfriends, I just didn’t think”

“Oh, no no don’t worry about it Marcus! It wasn’t weirding me out or anything, I’m just not really used to compliments, I kinda malfunction” I joke, I heard Kenny call for a short break as they sorted out some last minute staging for Finally Free,

“Star, can you come over here for a second?” Kenny questioned, waving me over towards him, I nodded and turned to Marcus,

“I will see you at lunch?” I questioned, he nodded and shooed me off jokingly, I turned on my heels and made my way through the crowd to reach my Uncle Kenny, “Hey” I said once I had reached him, Kenny wrapped his arm around my shoulders and tucked me into his side.

“We need your artistic flare, I think with this song we want the watchers to see Luke falling for Julie in a much deeper way but we don’t want to make it obvious.” my uncle explained, I nodded and looked at the band standing up on stage, Madison stood center and Charlie stood just to the side of her. I nodded and gestured to the stage in a form of asking for permission to head up there and move some things around, “go go”

“Okay” I whispered to myself, making my way over to my friends, I moved Jeremy a little bit closer to Owen, “Owen, you look perfect. As always” I smiled, he smirked in response and blew me a kiss which I swiftly caught and placed on my heart with a smile, “Okay... Luke and Julie, the love birds... Madi you’re in the perfect position, Charlie just come over here slightly” I smiled, taking a hold of his hand and bringing him slightly closer to Madison, “Okay, so Madison when it comes to the part where you and Charlie mimic, with the whole ‘I got a spark in me’” I sang lightly, explaining my idea, “Can you do the same thing you do in Bright? With the mic?” Madison nodded and saluted me jokingly, “and... Charlie, when it comes to the end of the song, when Madi sings her beautiful high note, can you muster your best loving look and look over at Madi?” I smile,

“I think he could do a really authentic look if you stand in the audience Y/n/n” Jeremy joked, Charlie glared over at him before Kenny finally spoke up

“That’s a great idea Jer, Star, I want you to stand in Charlie’s eye line so the look can be authentic” Kenny stated before putting me in position and calling for action, I watched as Madison walked up on stage reciting her lines perfectly.

I stood nervously as Charlie started to sing with Madison, looking over at me any slight opportunity he had. I tilted my head at him, causing him to smirk and glance away. I turned to look at Kenny who was giving me two thumbs up, smiling proudly at the me and the scene that was currently playing out. Once the scene came to a finish Kenny called for the cast to have a short break whilst he discussed with his team about any changes.

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Charlie

I wandered over to Y/n, catching her eye and giving her a small smile. Since our little date, I’ve been feeling overly nervous around her, I couldn’t pinpoint how she felt about me, whether she felt like the kiss was a mistake and whether or not she wanted to go out again.

“Hey Bub” I spoke softly once I had reached her, she glanced up at me and smiled, “how’d I do?” I questioned, Y/n shrugged and half-smiled at me,

“Meh, you were alright” she replied in a teasing tone, earning her a light push on the shoulder, “okay okay, you were great at usual Mr Gillespie” she tugged on the hem of my shirt, straightening it out, she then moved on to my hair as she leaned up on her toes and perfected my hair into Luke’s iconic style

“You good there Doll?” I chuckled as she lowered herself back onto the flats of her feet, she nodded as she untangled my chains dangling off my jeans, “just sorting me out?”

“Yes I am, just in case Uncle Kenny calls for a reshoot” she smiles, her typical angelic smile, she truly is perfect. I watched as she leaned across to Owen and adjusted his costume, smiling up at him as he takes her hand and tugs her into one of his signature bear hugs.

“Look at you!” he gushed as they pulled away, he grabbed Y/n’s face and squished it to the point where her lips became pursed, “always taking care of us” she stifled a giggle through her squished face, “where’s Jeremy? He needs sorting. And Madi. MADISON! JEREMY!” Owen calls, “our lovely Y/n needs you”

Y/n laughed as Madi stood with her arms lifted up and her legs apart, “I am ready” she teases causing Y/n to laugh, she tugged on Madi’s jacket and fluffed her curls up more, Y/n bopped Madison on the nose once she had finished with her touch ups before swiveling on her heels and paying her attention to Jeremy.

“Guys, are you ready for reshoot?” Kenny questioned, his voice loud and authoritative, Y/n gave a knowing smirk to the four of us before clumping us together in a group and pushing us towards the stage. “You too Star” Kenny said, I laughed as the girl groaned and moved into her previous position, by the stage, in perfect eye line with me.

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Y/N

“I’m exhausted” Madison yawned as she leaned onto me, putting all of her weight onto my body, I wrapped my arm around her shoulder in order to keep her upright, “I’m so glad we get a couple of days off” she sighed, I heard Savannah singing loudly as she pattered up to us, always with so much energy,

“Two of my most favourite girls” She sang, coming round to the other side of me, “I have a brilliant idea!” Madison gave a small grunt in response, Sav gave me a concerned look,

“She’s tired” I mouthed, Sav nodded and continued to proceed with her brilliant idea as we wandered through towards the trailers,

“I thought I heard you guys” Jadah smiled as she made her way over to the small cluster of the girls and I,

“Jadah” Savannah sang, “you’re just the girl I wanted to see, I was just telling these two beauties that I was planning on having a girls only sleepover tonight” Jadah’s eyes lit up at the idea,

“I’m intrigued... tell me more” Jadah smiled, Madi groaned once more before begging us to all sit down, “Okay Mads okay” Jay giggled as we all moved to the closest trailer- Savannah’s. Madison sighed in content as she plopped herself down on the sofa.

“Okay! So I was thinking that I can come pick you guys up at like 7 and we’ll go get like a Five Guys and then go back to mine to do a home spa, watch movies, bake cupcakes and cookies and gossip” Savannah smiled at her own brilliant idea, “what do we think?” everyone in the trailer excitedly agreed to the sleepover.

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“Hey Uncle Kenny, Savannah’s here, I’ll see you tomorrow” I announced as I opened the front door, slinging my bag over my shoulder and heading my way down the hallway to the elevator of the apartment building.

“Hey girl” Savannah smiled as I clambered into her car, “Let’s go get Jay and Mads” she turned the volume up on her radio- now blasting her Justin Bieber playlist, singing ‘Runaway Love’ at the top of her lungs, she pulls away from the curb and begins to drive to Jadah’s apartment and then to Madison’s.

“Hey!” Madison said chirpily, her demeanor seeming a lot more cheerful compared to earlier, “I had a nap, had a snack and I am ready for this girl’s night!” she giggled as she buckled herself in, we all laughed at her as Savannah drove us to Five Guy’s.

Once we arrived, we all clambered out of the car and wandered our way into the restaurant, we ordered our food and moved our way over to a table, chatting as we waited for our food to arrived. Once it had arrived we all began eating until I heard a camera sound off, I turned towards the direction of the sound seeing Savannah smiling at me innocently, “what did you do...” I questioned, just as she airdropped the photo to me,

“I’m sorry! You just looked so pretty, I couldn’t help myself” she laughed, I rolled my eyes

“It’s fine. It’s fine. I kinda like it, I’m gonna post it” I said as I brought Instagram up on my phone, clicking the little plus icon before selecting the photo Savannah just took and posting it, with the caption ‘I’m hungry, always’ before continuing to eat the rest of my food.

“Hey uh, y/n? What was your ex’s name?” Madison questioned after about 5 minutes, I sipped on my shake before popping a chip in my mouth,

“Zac... why?” I asked, taking another bite of my burger. Madison turned her phone around and showed me my post, I scanned the screen looking at the comments that my friends had left, smiling at each of them and tugging Jadah into a hug... that was, until I saw Zac’s comment and my stomach churned.

“you’ve got to be kidding me” Jadah sighed, seeming very disgruntled at his comment, Savannah rolled her eyes as she finished up her drink and scrunched up the paper her burger came in.

“it’s fine, it’s fine. let’s just go” I smiled as I saw that we were all finished, the girls nodded in agreement and we all slid out of our booth seats and made our way back to Savannah’s car.

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Hey guys!

A new chapter to I’m Yours is coming tomorrow! I’m sorry it took so long but I’ve been bombarded with online classes, quizzes and assignments🤍

#charlie gillespie x reader #charlie gillespie imagines #charliegillespie #jatp cast #luke patterson imagine #luke patterson #jatpweek #julie and the phantoms #julieandthephantoms #luke julie and the phantoms imagine #I’m Yours #series #post

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If someone is coming out to you/telling you about their sexuality, match their energy.

If they’re not making it a big deal, you shouldn’t either.

If they’re really nervous or emotional, respond with compassion.

If they’re excited, be excited with them.

I’ve seen a lot of things that seem to imply that it’s always best to be really super amped about someone coming out, but that kind of energy can be embarrassing or uncomfortable if the person doesn’t feel the same way.

On the flip side, if you respond with indifference, you might think you’re being s good friend by not caring whether they’re gay or straight or whatevs, but that can be extremely invalidating if this is a monumental or exciting moment for the person.

Read the room, match the energy.

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crybabyddl masterlist

I don’t write very often, but when I do, you can find it here. :)

Requests: Closed (currently creating a musical lmao)

Let me know if you would like to be on the taglist! If you are on the taglist and you change your username, please notify me so I can update your name on the taglist!

My writing is listed in order of which I wrote them :)

** indicates mature content

Julie and the Phantoms

Summer Solstice**

Luke Patterson x Fem!Reader

It’s the longest day of the year and Y/N’s friend Julie has invited her over to her house for a pool party. Julie forgot to mention that she made three new and super cute friends, and one of them catches Y/N’s eye. The tension between Luke and Y/N rises when the gang decides to add alcohol to the list of activities for the night.

Don’t Call Me Angel (Completed)

Luke Patterson x Fem!Reader

• Part 1 • Part 2 • Part 3 • Part 4

• Part 5 • Part 6 • Part 7 • Part 8

• Part 9 • Part 10 • Part 11

Y/N is a bit of a troublemaker, but so is Luke Patterson. Despite their shared predilection for rebellion, they are the closest thing to sworn enemies. However, that might change when Y/N’s friend Julie befriends Luke. With a mutual friend among them, will Y/N and Luke let bygones be bygones, or will tensions rise even higher?

Rough Day (Request)

Luke Patterson x Fem!Reader

Luke comforts the reader when their assignment gives them a hard time.

Pretty in Pink (Request)

Carrie Wilson x Fem!Reader

A royal aesthetic moodboard in which Carrie invites all the princesses in the area to her annual Valentine’s Day ball. You’ve only heard rumors about the hostess; many saying she was selfish and cold. You were quite nervous to actually come face to face with Wilson royalty.

All the Butterflies (Request)

A royal aesthetic moodboard with my headcanons for what Julie would be like as a princess!

Seeing Other People (Request)

Owen Joyner/Charlie Gillespie x Fem!Reader

Y/N catches up with her ex at a concert. She thought she’d moved on, but seeing another person on Owen’s arm is almost unbearable. Y/N doesn’t want to be the bitter ex-girlfriend, leading her to find solace in the old couple’s closest friend.

Harry Styles

Golden (Request)

Harry Styles x Reader (she/they pronouns)

A royal aesthetic moodboard in which Prince Harry decides to leave the castle for a day, disguised as a regular citizen. What happens when he finally meets the person who makes his favorite honey at the market?

Just a quick message:

•If you need someone to talk to about ANYTHING, please message me.

•Please do not be afraid to reach out.

•I truly do care about each and every one of you, regardless of how well I know you.

•We are all human beings just trying to do our best in a universe that doesn’t always care about our feelings.

•So please, just know that you are not alone and that you have people who want to help you and that love you.

I love you <3

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Falling [G.D]

Description: Just when Y/N thought she was over Grayson, he pops back into her life, making her wonder if you could fall for the same person twice. Inspired by ‘Falling’ - Harry Styles.

Warnings: None, Just sad stuff lmao!!!

Word Count: 4K+

Also a special thanks to cole [ @blazedgraysons] for keeping up with my annoying ass questions while I wrote this, and for helping me and giving me advice I love you <333

Her small feet carried her body down the familiar street, cars zooming past her as her body softly bumped into the others around her. The loud sounds from the environment being blocked away by the soft, yet loud music that was coming out of an old pair of Airpods she had gotten for Christmas back in High School.

This was Y/N’s daily routine. Get up early in the morning, do her business in the bathroom, get dressed, and walk over to her favorite cafe. The Beachwood cafe had become Y/N’s second home ever since she moved to L.A, spending most of her time there, before and after class.

A smile lit up her face as the familiar blue door came into her view, a content sigh falling past her lips as she got closer to the door.

The strong smell of coffee hit her nostrils as she walked inside, music being paused as she walked fully inside, giving her attention to the cashier that greeted her every morning, “Hi Y/N, your stuff is on your table,” she smiled up at Y/N before pointing towards her usual table.

It was the one by the window in the corner of the shop, the bright yellow and blue floor illuminated her small journey to the table, where her coffee and breakfast sandwich happily waited for her to approach. She sat down, hand reaching into her Yellow Kanken backpack, another Christmas gift from high school that she dearly took care of, she pulled out a brown journal and a pen.

A journal filled with memories and random thoughts that popped in her head. Y/N thought writing things down was good for the mind and body. She believed that writing things down would help you keep your thoughts safely, and lock memories into place without overworking your mind. A pen that has been through many journeys on the same yet different page.

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Long overdue. Charlie Gillespie x OC

A/N: I’m really happy to finally share this one, it took me a while to finish it but I’m proud with the final result. I hope you love it as much as I do.

Summary: Charlie and Olivia used to be best friends, until he left their hometown to pursue his acting career without saying goodbye to his best friend, ruining their friendship. They meet again four years later.

Word count: +6k

Warning: some swearing, mention of a panic attack, angst????

Special thanks to my lovely @theamazingtomholland for helping me out and your sweet words! Also thanks to @thelawiswiththerose !!

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When Olivia was just a kid, her grandfather used to joke about how she would grow up to become a historian because her memory was amazing,and she believed him. Until she realized that she had an excellent memory only when it came to things that matter to her or that made her the young woman she was now. She remembered meeting her current best friend on April 7th,four years ago. She knew her heart got broken for the first time on March 31st when she was only fifteen, it was a Monday, and she didn’t cry because she needed to get through her classes. Or how she lost a piece of herself when her grandpa died when she was just five years old on May 31st.

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My Baby Love

*GIF NOT MY OWN- creds to theothersideoffantasy*

Owen Patrick Joyner x reader request!!!

Maybe the reader is part of the JATP cast and once at a gathering the cast starts teasing the reader about who she’d date among the boys. She gives her opinion on each boy but Owen gets upset when she says she wouldn’t date him because he’s a baby (even though she’s only 2 years older). She knows it’s stupid but it’s the only excuse she can find to fight her feelings. Everyone notices how oblivious they both are so at every occasion they keep mentioning how a great couple they’d make ? At the beginning Owen and the reader stay close but eventually the reader becomes more and more flustered and tries to distance herself to suppress her feelings. At the end they just have a heart to heart convo and kiss ? I need major fluff 😂

Requested By: @shimmeringfrenchie

I LOVED THIS REQUEST! I hope I can create the story you want💜

When I got the call to be in season 2 of Julie and the Phantoms, I never once imagined that it would end up like this- me falling for someone two years younger than me, I had never been attracted to someone younger than me before, I always went with older guys it was just something that I had always done so when I met Owen, I thought that he’d end up being like a little brother to me and that was what I had hoped.

“Hey Y/n!” I heard Charlie call my name as I was leaving the lot, I turned around to see the brunette running towards me with Owen close by, my heart began to race as I saw the blue eyes belonging to the gorgeous boy,

“H-hey” I stuttered, clearing my throat before regaining my confidence, “wassup?” I questioned, looking between the two boys, catching Owen staring at me, I smiled and tore my gaze away, focusing my attention back onto Charlie,

“Well, Owen and I are having some of the cast over tonight for takeout and we were wondering if you wanted to come? Savannah really wants you there” the brunette asked, I nodded happily,

“Well, if Sav wants me there, I guess I have no choice” I joked, just as Savannah walked past us, tucking me into her side

“That is very true, I wouldn’t want to endure a night with the cast without my best friend being there!” Savannah smiled. I had developed a very close friendship with Savannah within a week of filming, the first day of bootcamp she had showed me around and always made sure I was alright, we later realised that we had very similar interests and decided to move in together for the filming of the season and the friendship stemmed from there, she was most definitely my best friend and the truest friend that I had ever had.

“Fine, I’ll be there. What time?” I questioned, looking back over at the boys as Savannah squealed happily beside me,

“Does 7 sound good?” Owen asked, I looked up at him and my breath caught in my throat- he was single-handedly the most attractive person I had ever laid my eyes on and it was almost painful how much I liked him.

“Yep, sounds perfect. I’ll see you then” I smiled, waving the boys goodbye before walking off with Savannah, we wandered through the parking lot before reaching my car, we both hopped in and Savannah took a hold of the aux cord, playing her created playlist of all of Justin Bieber’s hits.

The time to leave for Charlie and Owen’s place soon came round, I changed into a pair of leggings and an oversized hoodie before slipping on my Converse and heading to the door with Sav. “Should we walk or no?” I asked, Savannah shrugged her shoulders, soon going for the option of walking considering the boys didn’t live that far away from us and it was a nice evening in Vancouver, “so, you and Owen?” Savannah questioned after a short silence, my heart rate quickened at the mention of his name, I turned to her with a confused look etched across my face,

“What?” I laughed, as we entered the boys’ apartment building and making our way up to their apartment, “I have no idea what you’re talking about” I rolled my eyes, knocking on the door lightly, the door swung open, revealing Owen smiling his award-winning smile, pushing his hair back from his face before stepping to the side, “hey O” I smile,

“Hey Petal” he said, giving me my usual nickname before pulling me in for a hug, I wrapped my arms around his waist and gave him a tight squeeze, “Hey Sav” Owen continued, letting go of me and giving Savannah a quick hug, I walked further into the apartment seeing Madi, Charlie and Jeremy all sat in the den chatting away,

“Hey Losers” I joked, sitting next to Madi, she pulled me in for a tight side hug, pulling away just as quickly before crossing her legs and settling further into the coach. Savannah swiftly joined the group alongside Owen, sitting beside me whilst Owen sat next to Jeremy.

We had been at the boys’ apartment for around an hour or two, just eating pizza and chatting, “oh guys!” Savannah spoke excitedly, shuffling in her seat comfortably,

“oh what?!” Charlie mimicked Sav’s excitement causing her to glare at him

“We should play Honest” she suggested, looking over at everyone’s confused faces towards the game suggestion “Honest? You guys, it’s self explanatory, it’s like the best game. You ask someone a question and they have to answer honestly.” she shrugged, I turned to the girl sat beside me, raising a singular eyebrow, “Y/n/n, it’s the best game. Honestly. Come on, please guys” she whined,

“I think it’ll be fun” Madison smiled enthusiastically, as always, bringing the mood up and tempting the group into the activity that Savannah had suggested, Charlie, Owen, Jeremy and I chorused a small ‘fine’ causing Savannah to squeal with excitement, reaching over my head to give Madi a high-five.

“Okay okay, I’ll go first... Madi, what’s the worst thing about filming?” Sav questioned, Madi thought about it for a second or two, her eyebrows furrowed as she chewed lightly on her lip,

“I’d say the super early mornings and really really late nights, I’m definitely not used to this new sleep schedule... um... Jeremy, what’s your favourite thing about Carolynn?” Madison smiled, “I only ask because I love seeing your face when you talk about her... it’s so cute!” Jeremy blushed and looked down at the floor for a small moment,

“Okay, I have a lot of favourite things about Carolynn but, one of the things I love most about her is her heart, she has the kindest soul, she cares about everyone she knows so deeply and she is really willing to do anything for the people she loves, she puts other people’s needs before her own and I just think it’s the most beautiful thing” Jeremy gushed, causing the girls and I to ‘aw’ at him, he was totally loved up and it was something that I could only ever wish for,

“I wish someone spoke about me like that” I said, Jeremy smiled at me before asking Savannah which show she preferred to film- Julie and the Phantoms or Knight Squad to which she answered Julie and the Phantoms, giving the reasons of being able to sing and dance and she also mentioned how she loved the closeness of the cast, saying that we were more like a family.

“Okay... Y/n, who would you date out of the boys- y’know out of Owen, Booboo, and Charlie” Savannah questioned, refusing to mention Jeremy as we all know that he would never have been an option based on the pure fact that Carolynn was his soulmate,

“Right... well, I’d say, probably Charlie because as much as I love Boo, he’s more of an annoying brother and I’d just find it weird if we dated and Owen’s a little baby” I explained,

“Oh some I’m only your option because of process of elimination, great. Thanks y/n/n” Charlie joked, I rolled my eyes at him and looked over at Owen, I watched as his eyes lowered and his mouth turned down, he quickly faked a yawn before standing up off the couch and stretching, yawning again,

“Right, well I’m gonna head to bed, I’ll see you guys tomorrow. Night” he said shortly, promptly leaving the den and making his way to his bedroom, he quickly stole another glance at me before shaking his head and entering his room. After that, the rest of us slowly started to disperse, Madi left first, then Jeremy and then Sav and I.

I crawled into bed and stared up at my ceiling, I couldn’t fight off the feeling that I had really upset Owen, it must’ve been me, I mean he was fine all night- he was engaged, laughing, cracking his stupid jokes and then everything changed once I said that he was a baby... I didn’t really feel like that, I mean, I liked him. A lot, it’s just that I’ve never really gone for younger guys before, I always dated much older guys. But there was just something about him that I couldn’t quite put my finger on, something about him had me hooked and I couldn’t figure out whether it was a nuisance or something that I wanted to happen, all I knew is that however I was feeling, it was something beyond my control.

I just didn’t know what to do. I wouldn’t say that I was a control freak but I definitely didn’t enjoy not being able to have any type of control of what was happening in my life, I always planned on dating and marrying someone a few years older than me as that is what my mum did, my grandma did, and my great grandma. I don’t have any understanding on why I wanted to do the same as them, maybe it was because of my desperate need to impress the women in my family. They’re all successful and they always used to build up this pressure on me to be the perfect woman, I had no room for mistakes. So my falling for Owen, was not in the plan, something out of my control and quite frankly, it was driving me insane.

For the next few days, I tried to talk to Owen but no matter how hard I tried, it seemed that he was trying even harder to avoid me at all costs. “I don’t know why you would say that...” Charlie said as he sat beside me at the lunch hall, “it’s obvious you both like each other” I furrowed my eyebrows and looked at the boy, scoffing

“Yeah, right” I said, rolling my eyes and picking at my food, essentially just pushing it around the plate aimlessly, a silence fell over the two of us as I peered up to see Charlie staring at me with a look on his face as if it say ‘are you serious?’

“Y/n/n... you do like him. I don’t care what you have to say and how much you’re going to deny it. You like him” he shrugged just as Savannah sat across from us

“What are you guys talking about?” She asked breathlessly as she had just finished her dancing scene, I gave her an obvious look that she immediately picked up on “ohhh, Owen?” she questioned as I nodded slowly

“I was just telling our friend here, that she likes Owen and that it’s so obvious that she does” the Canadian explained blatantly, to which Savannah agreed, informing me that it was written all over my face whenever I saw Owen, or even whenever his name was briefly mentioned.

“You’re just caught up on the fact that you want to be like your mum and date older guys. The heart wants what is wants Sweetie, and your heart just so happens to want a 20 year old with lucious blonde hair.” Savannah joked, I rolled my eyes and stood up from the table,

“I refuse to stay here any longer with you guys just talking absolutely nonsense” I replied, shortly. I looked at the two people I was previously sat with before gathering my food and quickly throwing it away as I walked past the bin. I walked out of the small lunch hall and made my way to my trailer.

“Uh.. hey y/n. Wait up” I heard a familiar voice call, Owen. I turned around and smiled up at him nervously. We hadn’t spoken in days, only having fictional conversations as our characters but after that? Strangers. “Can... can we talk?” he questioned, rubbing the back of his neck. I nodded, unable to form any kind of functioning sentence, I silently ushered him into my trailer, closing the door behind me. Owen sat on my small loveseat and patted the spot next to him which I reluctantly took.

“Uh... so what’s up?” I questioned, spluttering slightly, I placed my hands in my lap, closing them and fiddling with my thumbs- a habit I picked up in middle school, whenever I was asked a question by one of my teachers, I would twiddle my thumbs over each other in a circular motion, I wasn’t too sure whether it was something to do with my anxiety or it had links to my thinking process and to this day, I’m still unaware of what it roots to but I have never been able to wean myself off of it.

“Did you mean what you said...” the blonde boy questioned me, “y’know, about how you wouldn’t date me because I’m a baby?” I glanced up at him quickly before diverting my attention to the plain wall in front of me. I inhaled sharply when I felt Owen’s slightly calloused hand make contact with my cheek, he held on to my face lightly as he brought my eyes to meet his own “because I’m not a baby Y/n, I’m just two years younger than you, it’s not like you were in high school when I was born. You were two. I’m not a baby” he reiterated, I nodded and sighed

“Yeah O, I know... I don’t know why I said it. I regretted it the second it left my mouth. Look, ever since I was younger, I was surrounded by women who all married men older than them and my mum always told me that that is how it should be, but it doesn’t feel like that with me... yeah I’ve dated olderguys but-” I cut myself off, worried that if I let all my emotions out to Owen, he wouldn’t reciprocate and I would officially ruin the entire friendship alongside the whole cast dynamic because there would be this awkward tension between Owen and I but just times by a million.

“But what?” he pushed, his thumb running along my cheek causing me to instinctively close my eyes at the blissful feeling it was giving me, the simple touch melted away all of my anxieties “actually wait” he spoke, causing my eyes to shoot open, the anxieties to come rushing back in, I glanced up at him and furrowed my brows together “Y/n, I like you. A lot, I don’t think I’ve ever felt this way about anybody before. Hearing you call me a baby made me feel like you would never see me in that way, and it’s fine. Totally fine. If you don’t feel the same way but I just feel like I need to tell you everything I feel. Y/n, when I see you, everyone else just fades away. I physically can’t picture my life without you in it in any way, even if we just stay friends. I need you with me, you calm me down... so yeah” Owen said, the confidence in himself slowly fading as he continued to ramble, watching my face to see if I expressed any indication other than confusion, I slowly reached up and took a hold of his hand bringing it down in my lap and enclosing it with both of my hands.

“Owen, I like you too... that’s what I was going to say. I’ve dated a few older guys and they just never made me feel the way you do. Owen, you make me laugh so much, you make me feel protected and always cared for and I have never experienced that. Growing up, I had this pressure put on me by my mum, grandma and even my great grandmother, they all used to tell me that ‘dating older men is the way it should be’ and that’s all I thought of, I never thought that a younger guy would come along and sweep me off my feet but you did Owen Patrick Joyner, you really did and I can’t keep denying my feelings for you to everyone and especially to myself.” I breathed out, looking up at Owen with tears welling in my eyes just threatening to spill, Owen abruptly yet gently grabbed my face pulling me in close to him, his lips ghosted over my own as he let out a shaky breath

“You’re all I’ve ever wanted” he said before he pressed his lips to mine in a passionate kiss, I could feel butterflies erupt in my stomach at the feeling of his soft lips on mine, one of his hands moved from the side of my face to the base of my neck, pulling me in closer and deepening to kiss, my hands traced up his arms and draped themselves over his shoulders, toying with the ends of his hair.

This. This felt right, this was how it was supposed to feel. Electrifying, loving and passionate. I never thought I’d fall for someone younger but here he was, Owen. My baby love.

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I’m Yours-

Charlie Gillespie x Reader

Chapter VII

Y/N is Kenny Ortega’s ‘niece’ after going through a rough breakup, Kenny decides to fly her over to stay with him, will her broken heart mend?

(Female Reader, NO SMUT, Romance, Friendship, THIS IS MY FIRST EVER FANFIC/IMAGINE, I hope it’s good. Kenny is a lifelong family friend so reader calls him Uncle Kenny. I’m British so the writing is going to be British so like ‘mum’ not ‘mom’ yanno?)

This is a shorter chapter :)

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“It was perfect” she smiled, I nodded and pulled her in for one more kiss, quickly becoming addicted to the feeling it gave me.

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Y/N

“Charlie...” I trailed off, pulling away from the kiss and lightly playing with the ends of his hair, he simply hummed in response, “I know this is going to be weird but can we like... take it slow?” I questioned, my hands falling into my lap as I quickly became intrigued with the view.

“Yeah, yeah ‘course we can Angel” Charlie replied, instantly easing my inner tension, “it wasn’t a weird question either Doll, I was going to suggest it anyway... I don’t want you to think I’m pushing you in to anything...”

“So what are we...” I breathed out after a short silence, fiddling with the ends of my dress as the cool Vancouver air surrounded me, feeling light goosebumps form on the exposed skin, Charlie seemingly took note of this and shrugged his jacket off, placing it over my shoulders,

“Uh, we’re just friends that kiss sometimes...” He replied, his voice going high towards the end of his statement, it was almost as if he was unsure of how I would react, I giggled and turned to him

“So friends with benefits?” I question, Charlie shrugged and gave me a small lopsided smile, “I mean, that works for me, I don’t want to rush into a relationship... especially after Zac” I sighed, pulling my arms through the sleeves of Charlie’s jacket.

“Yeah, I get that” I felt Charlie tap my thigh lightly before hopping off of the car, “Come on, it’s getting late” I smiled and slid off of the car before hopping into the passenger seat.

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Charlie

I pulled up outside of Kenny’s apartment building, turning to Y/n and smiling, “right... I’ll see you tomorrow Dove” I leaned over and kissed her cheek lightly before pulling back,

“Yeah. See you tomorrow” she smiled, clambering out of the car before shrugging off my jacket and handing it back to me, “I remembered this time” she winked, closing the door and walking quickly through the doors of the building.

I sighed and pressed my head further into the headrest, “why did I have to kiss her?” I questioned myself aloud, “you’ve just complicated everything Charles” I quickly put the car in drive and sped off towards my apartment.

“So how did it go?” Owen questioned, sprawled out on the couch watching Stranger Things, he paused the show and placed his popcorn down on the small table in front of him, glancing up at me “Well?” I sighed and sat on the smaller loveseat, crossing my legs and resting my head on my palm.

“It was great... everything was fine, before I kissed her...” I trialed off, Owen’s eyes widened, “I’ve just complicated everything bro, she said to me afterwards that she wanted to go slow, then I told her that we weren’t dating or anything and that we were just friends that kiss sometimes” Owen winced as I explained, “she said that was the best idea because she didn’t want to rush into anything because of Zac... but I’m not Zac! I never will be him”

“Yeah, you’re not Charlie, but that is all Y/n knows, he’s the only boyfriend she’s ever had, the longest relationship. He was probably her first for everything and the way they ended is the worst. I mean, he cheated on her bro. With her best friend. That would ruin her trust for any next guy. She’s probably just being cautious because she doesn’t want her heart broken again...” Owen explained, sitting up from his previous position and leaning in closer to me as if the space between us was causing a barrier of communication.

“I guess... I just don’t want her to feel like I’m using her” I rubbed my hands over my face in frustration, leaning back into the chair.

“Easy solution to that... ask her out again, text her and say you had a great night and you’d like to do it again sometime. So that way she knows that you want more than just a physical thing” I glanced over at Owen and chuckled lightly,

“Since when were you so wise?” I questioned with a laugh, my friend simply shrugged,

“I am full of surprises my dude, now go text her. I’m going to bed” He groaned as he stood up, stretching before walking past me, giving me a pat on the shoulder and a reassuring smile.

“Right... text her” I mumbled to myself, pulling my phone out of my pocket and leaving Y/n a text.

>Hey Lovie, I just wanted to say thank you for tonight, I had a really good time and I’d love to do it again sometime. Sweet dreams❤️

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Y/N

I rolled over in bed, attempting to find a comfortable spot just as the morning sun peeped through a crack in my curtains, “you up star?” Uncle Kenny chimed as he tapped on my door lightly, my eyes shot open as I jumped out of bed as quietly as I could, flinging the covers over my pillows and tidying up my bed,

“oh yeah! I’ll be ready in ten minutes” I replied loudly, Kenny mumbled a quiet ‘alright’ on the other side of the door, I rushed into my bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face before applying some brow gel, concealer and mascara, I saw that my hair was still curled from last night so I just left it. I wandered back into my bedroom, quickly deciding on wearing my beanie, white cropped top, painted mum jeans and my red Vans.

“You good to go?” Uncle Kenny asked, I nodded and headed out of the apartment with him, “so how was last night?” he asked once we had gotten into the car.

“Hm? Oh, yeah it was really nice” I smiled, finally looking down at my phone to see a message from Charlie, sent last night.

>my favourite Canadian🇨🇦- Hey Lovie, I just wanted to say thank you for tonight, I had a really good time and I’d love to do it again sometime. Sweet dreams❤️

“It was a really great date,” I continued, explaining the date to Kenny, in detail, “... and then we kissed, but I kinda freaked out and thought that I was betraying Zac-”

“Betraying Zac?! Darling, that boy betrayed your trust, betrayed your relationship, you two aren’t even together anymore. You don’t need to worry about Zac anymore, let your heart decide” Kenny advised, my nose scrunched,

“My heart is in a million pieces Uncle Kenny... I don’t think it’s able to decide for me... I just don’t want to put my all into whatever I have with Charlie and have it all fall apart again, I don’t think I can handle it” Kenny parked up as I wiped away the tears that slowly trailed down my cheek,

“Charlie isn’t Zac, he would never do anything to hurt you” he simply stated as we walked towards the lot. Savannah caught sight of me and smiled, running over to me cautiously as she was already in her costume, Kenny greeted Sav before being called over by the production assistants.

“Hello gorgeous” Savannah smiled, hugging me tightly, “how are you?” She questioned, I had facetimed Sav the minute I walked through the apartment door, informing her of everything that had happened and everything I was feeling,

“Better... just a bit worried about how Charlie might act with me now” I said honestly, Savannah enclosed her hand with mine and walked with me towards the set, “you look great by the way, filming All Eyes on Me today?” I questioned,

“First off, don’t you worry about Charlie, I’m sure he’s chill. Secondly, yes and I’m so excited, I just don’t want to mess up and look at Owen when he comes up and dances with us” she sighed,

“You will be fine Sav, you’re going to rock it. It’s going to be iconic!” I hyped her up as we finally made our way through to the stage where Savannah would be performing with Dirty Candy. I looked around the room, taking in the decor and smiling over at Madi and Jadah who were spinning on the bar stools, gossiping away.

“Hey you” I heard Charlie say from behind me, I closed my eyes for a short moment before turning around and smiling up at the boy, “you alright?” he questioned, concern laced fully in his voice.

“I’m good Charlie, how’re you?” I questioned, he nodded quickly, “excited to perform Finally Free?”

“Yeah, I’m so excited, are you gonna stay to watch...” He asked, I tilted my head slightly to the side and nodded.

��Charlie, of course I am” I turned to find Uncle Kenny calling me over, “oh, I gotta go, I’ll catch up with you later?” I leaned up and kissed his cheek before squishing his cheeks with both of my hands, “you look very handsome by the way”

“So you decided to go with your heart?” Kenny questioned once I had made my way over to him, I shrugged and bit the inside of my cheek, glancing over to Charlie seeing him already staring at me with a goofy smile on his face.

“I’m following a piece of it, I’m gonna see if the rest of my heart follows me... does that make sense?” I chuckled lightly, tearing my eyes away from the boy as Owen and Jeremy had surrounded him.

“Good Darling, I think he’s what you need”

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