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alturans · 3 years
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I miss my friends from here a lot but I'm too nervous to approach anyone I know from here hhhhhh. Tumblr rp just wasn't accessible enough for my disabled ass. I keep getting too nervous to reach out to people so I'm gonna slap a screenshot of my d/iscord down. I'm always open to talking to old friends or people that wanted to interact with me but never got a chance to. I'm just shy.
There's a lot going on in my life rn including a death in the family & another family member being incredibly ill, so. Yeah.
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alturans · 3 years
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Sees there's no active Mello blog... 🤔 But what if I made my trans man Mello that I've always wanted to make but was Afraid to make, huh? What then?
🥺👉👈 hmu if any of y'all would be interested in me making a blog for him...
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alturans · 3 years
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Laughs nervously because I miss writing on here and I've been meaning to contact people but my disabled ass has been so sick and tired I've spent most days doing absolutely nothing 😔✌️ Also, I've got the itch to write my old muse Matt from Death Note so there's that...
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alturans · 3 years
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I'm gonna start contacting people soon 🥺👌
Hello lovelies! I'm not doing good mentally, but I wanna write a little, so would anyone be interested in rping with me on Discord? 🥺 I could make us a server... For a treat?
This goes for my new followers too! Let's get to know each other!
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alturans · 3 years
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Hello lovelies! I'm not doing good mentally, but I wanna write a little, so would anyone be interested in rping with me on Discord? 🥺 I could make us a server... For a treat?
This goes for my new followers too! Let's get to know each other!
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alturans · 3 years
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Hey lovelies! I'm done with my semester and I'm taking a break from schooling, so excited! Expect me to be around :)
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alturans · 4 years
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gay stuff 💕
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alturans · 4 years
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@palidinus​
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Ferrus has his earbuds in, dead to the world. Sometimes he doesn’t even feel alive, but when he looks at Shiro he thinks maybe things aren’t so bad. They’re friends, right? And as much as Ferrus wants to be more than friends, he doesn’t want to push his luck, so he swallows and just—
“Listen. . .I’m feeling really bad mentally. Can we just. Go in my room and cuddle?” It’s an innocent enough question, but the selfish part of him knows that being physically close to Shiro will only fan his desires. At the same time, he desires the comfort of another, something he’s starved himself of for centuries. 
He takes his earbuds out, puts them back in the charging case. “That is, uh, so long as you won’t be weird about the fact that I have shelves full of sex toys. I’m, uh, a cam boy so having an array of fun things is kinda a necessity.” He scrathes at the back of his neck, unable to meet eye contact. He never knows how men are going to react when he talks about that. Shiro is kind, but every man has a breaking point. . .every man Ferrus has ever met has had ill intentions too.
Shiro is different, he reminds himself.
Shiro is different, he hopes. 
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alturans · 4 years
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@starsinged​
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“Sometimes I don’t even feel like a person.” He looks up at Naoya with wide eyes. “Am I a person to you?” 
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alturans · 4 years
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@destructiveglitch​
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“—having shelves of sex toys is, like, totally normal right? My cabin on your ship is full of shelves of the fuckers. But the soldier I fucked gave me the weirdest, most disturbed look. I’m considering shoving him in the trash chute the next time I see him.” 
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alturans · 4 years
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I'm feeling feral! Who would like a starter from the feral gremlin that is Ferrus?
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alturans · 4 years
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hir·aeth
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noun a homesickness for a home you can not return to or a home that never was.
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alturans · 4 years
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like this for a starter where ferrus kisses you ( can either be platonic or romantic, your choice ! ) 
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alturans · 4 years
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A case of self-defense gone somewhat awry. Now this was something Atieno did have some experience with bearing witness to. Nevertheless, they quietly listening to what is said for them. “Hm, I suppose at least you survived. Although it’s clear that desperate tactics come with..risky results as you found out the hard way.“
They casually bend down to a get closer look at the wound. It’s truly a gnarly one, showing vividly the cost that this person had bore for his attempt to defend himself. “Well, I’m not going to do anything to you. You’ve clearly been through more than enough at the moment. And it seems like you need the time to actually heal yourself.“ For as irritable a mood Atieno had been before seeing this, they can’t help but feel somewhat bad for this person. He clearly had been quite the state and recovering is going to be tough with all the emotions running through him.
Ferrus buries his face into his free hand, pressing hard against his eyes and willing the tears to go away. Entire body trembles as if he’s the last leaf to fall off a tree. He hates the fact that they’re scolding him as if he’s some child. Hates it. Wants to say something scathing. Instead, he drags in shaking breaths. 
“Th—Thank you.” Ferrus looks from between his fingers, almost as if they shine too brightly for him. Slowly, slowly, he lowers his hand until it nestles against the wound. It takes a lot of concentration as his hands glow mint green. Slowly, the wound begins to close, flesh contorting and hissing. Ferrus’ eyes slam shut as he hisses, grinding his teeth together. 
When the wound finally is healed it adds another ugly, twisted scar to Ferrus’ already disfigured form. The scars that line his body look intentional, all lined together like soldiers in formation. He hates his body. Hates it. Wishes he could claw all of his skin off until there was nothing left to see. “...D-Do you need anything?” 
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alturans · 4 years
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like this for a starter where ferrus kisses you ( can either be platonic or romantic, your choice ! ) 
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alturans · 4 years
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colorful headcanons.
( send me a copic color for a headcanon )
frost blue: does your muse enjoy the snow and cold? or are they the type to enjoy summer more?
peacock blue: is your muse honest? what sorts of lies do they tell, if not?
lapis lazuli: does your muse prefer the idea of exploring the depths of the oceans, or the boundless expanses of space more?
reddish brass: how likely is your muse to step up and take the role of a leader? are they willing to take the challenge, or are they more apt to being a follower?
burnt umber: how stable is your muse, mentally and/or emotionally?
champagne: does your muse drink (alcohol)? are they a heavy drinker, if so?
tea orange: what is something that your muse is fascinated with?
malachite: has your muse ever done anything that they winded up feeling incredibly guilty for in the end?
olive: is your muse prone to feeling envious of others? if yes, what is it that they typically feel envious over?
vermillion: is your muse courageous, or would they consider themselves to be more of a coward?
coral: what is your muse's romantic and sexual orientations?
bougainvillaea: would your muse consider themselves as blunt, or do they beat around the bush instead?
currant: what's something that absolutely disgusts your muse (can be a person, place, thing, ect)?
crimson: how passionate is your muse about the things they love most?
raspberry: what food and/or drink can your muse not get enough of? do they indulge in it often, or is it something reserved for special occasions?
baby blossoms: does your muse have a favorite scent? what is it, and why?
mallow: what sorts of things might remind your muse of those close to them? any scents, objects, sounds?
aubergine: does your muse prefer the day, or are they more of a night-owl?
acacia: how much does it take for your muse to hate someone?
cadmium yellow: what subjects or topics does your muse avoid, because they bring up harmful / painful memories?
honey: when your muse loves someone (whether it be romantic, platonic, or familial love), how do they show it?
chartreuse: if you had to describe your muse with a color, what color would it be and why?
anise: when it comes to self-care, what does your muse do to take care of themselves? do they take care to spend time on it, or do they feel they don't deserve it?
new leaf: what message would your muse send to their past self, if any?
moss: how easily does your muse adapt to any new situations they're thrust into?
silk: does your muse care about appearances much? do they spend a lot of time on their own appearance, or do they just go with the flow each day?
sanguine: does your muse typically have an optimistic, pessimistic, or some middle ground outlook on life?
atoll: if your muse could go anywhere, without any restrictions whatsoever, where would they go? why would they go there?
cool grey: if your muse could ensure one thing for certain in their future to come, what would it be?
black: does your muse have a 'bucket list?' list some things your muse wants to accomplish before they die.
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alturans · 4 years
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i just got beamed over the head  by inspiration to create a god of sex / fertility. all i know is they’re non-binary and cute. soft. will ride you until you sob but provides excellent aftercare. 
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