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101 Ways to be Productive When Classes Are Not In Session
Get a job
Learn guitar
Learn piano
Study a new language
Purchase new study materials for the next semester (i.e new notebooks, a new pencil bag, a new backpack, new pencils, pens, or highlighters ā 10/10 would recommend Crayola SuperTips they are extremely cheap!)
Clean your room
Clean your apartment/home
Make your bed
Make a list of your goals
Exercise
Write
Find a new podcast (for my pre-law friends, I recommend Think Like A Lawyer)
Read a new book or read all of the books you have bought but not been able to read yet
Clean out your closet - donate clothes you do not wear anymore to Goodwill
Clean out your car/wash your car (actually necessary to ensure that dirt does not accumulate in its parts - TRUST ME)Ā
Be a tourist in your own city - find a new coffee shop you might like to study at when classes resume
Try new recipes - learn to cook by watching Youtube videos
Start a new skin care routine (I recommend Noxema {app $4} for your face wash, follow it up with Witch Hazel {app $6} and finish with Tea Tree Oil {app $8}!)
Start a new blog (or check out my new blog @tiny-personal-aesthetics-thing I know Iām shameless)
Volunteer at local animal shelters, retirement homes, hospitals, libraries, Habitat for Humanity, etc.Ā
Redecorate your room - try moving your bed or furniture around and see how it changes the fung shui (if you are into that)
Learn about photography
Work on your mental and physical health
Take your dog for a walk - Iām sure they would appreciate it
Ride a horse
Create a budget for yourself
Start a bujo
Draw
Paint
Watch a documentary
Create goals for next semester
Reflect on this past semester
Learn self-defense
Visit a museum or a park
Sell items you donāt want anymore on apps such as Letgo or via the Facebook Market
Start gardening
Call friends/family you havenāt heard from in awhile
Write friends/family you havenāt heard from in awhile
Go for a hike
Improve your vocabulary using resources such as: vocabulary.com, or enhancemyvocabulary.com
Fix your sleep schedule (!!!)
Learn about your family history
Utilize Khan Academy videos to brush up on math, science, or humanities
Clean out your email inbox
Get a test prep book for the LSAT/MCAT/GRE
Talk to an adultier adult in the field you wish to enter regarding your career options
Work on your resume
Increase your typing speed using websites such as: typing.com, typeracer.com, or rapidtyping.com
Write thank you notes to professors/instructors/advisors that you found particularly helpful - or to friends/family/mentors that also helped you out
Get your planner organized for the new semester (or buy a planner if you havenāt already)
Find and price the textbooks and access codes you will need for the coming semester
Jazz up/update your social media accounts (Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, LinkedIn) to reflect more on your professionalism (if you have those)
Update your style - new semester, new clothes, new you
Go swimming - nice low impact exerciseĀ
Find a professional to shadow
Find an internship
Find scholarship opportunities (create a new email account to specifically use for scholarships!)Ā
Get a head start on the classes you will be taking by self-studying (a plethora of free information exists on the internet)
Be a mentor - tutor high schoolers/junior high students for SAT/ACT prep, or generally for whatever subjects they need help inĀ
Do manual labor - fix something, build something, mow the yard, clean the gutters
Do yoga
Work on breathing exercises
Treat yourself
Learn to say no
Go on graduate school tours
Travel (can be near or far, cheap or expensive - know your budget)
Do your own research project
Take an online sample course via edX,or Coursera
Start your graduate school application
Pet sit for someone
House sit for someone
Start your own Youtube channel
Work on your handwriting
Try sculpting
Attend networking events
Attend leadership events
Start a fundraiser for a cause
Learn to code
Study abroad - or solidify a study abroad trip
Create a four year plan for your degree
Visit family
Visit a friend
Get letters of recommendation
Get crafty
Take a practice test for the LSAT/ MCAT/ GRE
Take all of your loose change to a CoinStar and exchange them for cash
Learn about where your food comes from
Drink more water
Find an audio book to listen to when you are in the car or on the bus
Catch up on your laundry
Forge new good habits such as utilizing a planner or making your bed every day
Start a compost pileĀ
Grow your own herbs
Start meal prepping/meal planningĀ
Play basketball
Play tennisĀ
Get a haircut
Organize your deskĀ
Organize your laptop
Learn about astronomy
Rest, relax, and recuperate for the semester to comeĀ Ā
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Birthday Speech (late)
There are happy days that I share with a universe of person in this blissful April.
However, many people i know had lost their loved ones in what supposed to be my happiest 30 days of 365. But you know, the world isn't yours only n it's temporary.
Kdg rasa sedih plak even as friends pun kita xleh nk buat apa. But as fellow humans, all we can do is respect and send prayers for them.
My condolonces for your moment of grieve.
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Special ssum-One
Yesterday we talked(baca:membawang) at mydin(lol xde tempat lain ke) pasal member n their makwe/pakwe.
Yall asked me if i ever had ssum-one š.
Mmg xde kay xtipu.
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Selalunya that guy yg over or syok sendiri igt betul2. Masa aku 16-18 i was like...
Bitching around. I was curious on how talking with men works so that's why i often reply their 'hi', that time. Cause,, really, who would wanna teach you? Kat sekolah aku semua perempuan n then sek agama. Mmg sapa couple kena bash, bukannya makin up diri or popular. These 'kakak2 badar' confirm perli kau, saja nk buat kau terasa bila buat usrah.
It's your own feelings drive your actions. And I was budak baik yg ofkos xberani lg nk rebel masa tu. My parents married late so ofc they don't even play these love story things. I can bet that in my dad's batch of schoolmates, dia ja yg still ada anak2 umur cucu org oh god š
So basically now I'm trying to find a really2 good relationship with boys and why not their girlfriends(if they have). Cause that's what matters most for me in the moment. Hey jgnla terus putus asa kata aku friendzone! U impress me, i like you. It's as simple as that!
These days, ramai je yg in a relay bcs they wanna kawin or lebih tepat, tunggu duit nk kahwin. Bukan tunggu habis study š. If not, why are they rajin, working hard semacam? If not, why ramai je lps spm dh kahwin? (Other than they believe they are matang enough, prepared for responsibilities in a halal relationship)
Simple. Dah tahu xmatang, dah tahu xde duit..jgn kahwin? No. Jgn pandai2 garik nk pi cari jodoh. :)
Selama kau cari duit, selama tu la kau boleh develop kematangan diri. Ye la, nk cari kerja, usaha, to earn the money, experience the real kesusahan hidup.. Kan?? ^^
Don't marry because of culture or the trend when suddenly people around you get married. Ya I know it's sad. Yall feel like yall forever alone but..
Yall don't know what they are into.
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For those school leavers, I wrote this in hopes u know well n not confused between these three 'IT' field.
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Memories
Congratulations to those who had finished school. Bukan yg baru habis je, yg dh lama habis pun tahniah sbb berjaya melalui fasa yg bila kau budak kau merengek bila nk habis sekolah. Haha..
My school years were actually pretty great n I should be grateful of it. There were normal days, happening days and bad days. How about senior year? I took 12 subjects so it was..Umm..right, this was the thoughest(but not the unhappiest) and extremely challenging. Especially when u are agama+science student.
Cause... Ughhhhh there are too many experiments and im dyingggg. Paling stress experiment kimia sbb bnyk chemical reactions n we have to do, n hafal the equations! At f4 dah la we all thought batch we all dh start buat amali eksperimen sorg2 tu. And then several years later it confirmed got cancelled? Ugh. Also banyak kena hafal for the aliran agama part. For a science streamer, yes it's always a pile of work for maths, addmaths, biology. Essays for bm..4-hour Classes from morning to evening even on weekends. Tuitions at night.. it had me snapped. My mind was unstable. And I feel like quiting. All for the sake of now kinda-worthless spm result.
Strangely physics was the most relaxed subject. It's actually complicated, but even I believed with my current scores I can do better in physics than bio and chemy. But it turns out not n we're just unlucky for physics spm.
However, i couldn't imagine in my life if I ever be in Account classes and sitting the normal Science paper. Or even a f6 in my school. Because in those years, we have to embrace several losses of teachers.
Honestly in my current state, it's unbelievable that I still survive. Yes, there's plenty of fall down moments yet I'm still breathing the air of Utem's 'EcoSave' AC while some of my friends have been dropped out from their study unnoticedly.
Sometimes, i feel like I wanna write again. However, places change. My life changes. It moves on faster than ever. My now empty soul, uncreative mind had stopped me from writing a couple years ago. It hurts, i know. And I'm still healing from this hurting. Maybe someday I'll start again. Maybe.
This is also why i choose this route instead. Because I am average. I did realised that through my spm results. I did not wanna do f6 because I expect STPM to be very challenging. It's hard. But now I know that the real challenge is diploma. STPM gave more promising chances. A chance for you to rise up from how low you were in SPM. And you'll be more satisfied of that because usually people who took STPM rises a little from their spm.
When I was in f6 for 2 weeks, you still sit in a class. You have desks and chairs. You can probably still keep books under your desk. The teachers can still ronda satu kelas, table to table. You'd still have free extra classes at school. You still eat canteen food at standard waktu rehat time n xmahal. You still have the option either to 'berulang' or 'asrama'. You can bangganye naik moto/kereta gi sekolah action kat junior hampa, lol. You can still terserempak dgn budak baju seragam, and then they thought u are cikgu, lol. Hari Isnin still ada perhimpunan, berdiri bawah langit nyanyi lagu sekolah n feel forever young ^^. That's for the life part. For the real exam n kerja kursus, idk sorry.
But trust me! You'll miss those school environment when u study in university!
There's a catch however. You'll be in pain once you've enter university later for degree. You MUST be a quick learner. Degree levels are generally, deeply harder than diploma. Lecturers won't give you any chances. But the thing is, it's basically, almost entirely the same. Dip and Deg is just almost similar. What's different is the way and how you adapt based on your experience.
When u start dip, just like when u start deg from matrics or stpm...lecturers will laugh at you and nag you about university life. Lecturers compare u with dip classmates. To them, the dip kids are like class assistants. As a dip student, you faced the nagging in EVERY sem from sem 1 to 5 in those three years. They look down on you in diploma years, but you'll have more respect and reliable in Degree. You are given the special authority to be excluded from certain rules like transportation and accomodation. You'll get in hand of many things. You know what to do. This is your chance to be better. At 23 you're still learning. This is your advantage. You still get student money, student price, discounts. You still get sem breaks. You still have cancelled class. There's no cancelled work when u start working. You're not yet paying bills. With the amount of time, you can still catch on experience with part time jobs. Enjoy while it lasts!
Dip life? Let me tell u one thing. Kau. Akan. Hanyut. Cayalah..hahaha dgn situasi barunya..kejutan budayanya..awal giller university life nya hahaha..! Dari pandai biasa2 terus jd xpandai. Unless kau betul2 pandai, konsisten n berminat. Yg suci xde bfgf ni terus tetiba classmate/coursemate jd bfgf. Mudah sgt nk ralit dgn semua yg heaven ni, belum cerita lg part mana yg neraka ^^
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19 March
Enigma
God dammit my lecturer is a savage!
Lol mcm mana menjengkelkan pun dia, I canāt help but to find him kinda,, umm..unique??
I mean heās an artist so thereās a huge reason that probably influence him like that
Or maybe sbb I have a little background, pernah experience a glimpse of artist life thatās why cara dia tu still aku boleh accept
Ofc heās not the best or friendliest artist Iāve known
But AT LEAST DIA PUNYA PERANGAI TU STILL BOLEH TAHAN drpd coach teater lol
Cara dia ckp(baca: membebel) pasal student bising, cara dia ckp pasal asyik diaaa je kena suruh buat design n the way he ignores people makes me curious tho
Like heās presumably org yg xbnyk ckp or prefer to be pendiam
But thatās absolutely a different case bila dia dh mula critic HAHAHA DIA PUNYA ROAST TU SAKAI BHAI LASER GILLER
So this is what happened today
Peraturan yg tak disepakati dlm kelas beliau:
Jgn kasi chance utk dia membebel kalau tak..hohohoho!!!! xD
Dia laser lagi lancau drpd Ustaz Rizwan fst dulu hahaha
Dahla td kelas habis awal
Dia kasi brief pasal nk buat propa poster MH370(sial ah why ada isu baru timbul kalau x dia terus lupa nk assign tugas tu huhuhu)
Tapi entah cemana dia boring sgt tetiba lanjut cerita pasal logo ftmk haritu
Eh kejap mula2 dia masuk cerita pasal sketch haritu
Oh igt dah, mula2 td dia suruh class cari mentor2 yg tersembunyi dlm class ni
Means, siapa yg ada basic psv n those design kids yg tool pros
āBerkawan, jgn jdkan keldai..^^ā
Mohon terasa
But im still baik let u blanje sbb i tahu i am an amateur n u guys pun i tahu xnk bljr melukis sbb xminat
Kau pun luangkanlah masa ajar sikit2 apa yg kau reti kt aku yg xreti, i know mostly semuanya autodidact+time+will but still, baru lah namanya win2 situation ^^
lol DO MY STATISTICS pls
Yg plg buat aku fluster is..
Ok it will be funny kalau Sir actually would allocate one lab session utk aku jd instructor melukis korg HAHAHA AKU PANGGIL RIFQAH JE BOLEH DIA TU BUDAK GRAPHIC DESIGN FOR REAL BRUHH
Apa ehh aku nk ajar kt korg kalau gitu? Nk buat bulat pastu bahagi 4 mcm kelas lukisan animation? Lol aku pun xbuat mcm tu unless terpaksa
15 tahun lukis baru la kau perasan berapa bnyk kau improve n terus evolve. Situ kau tahu kau slow learner ke fast learner. Budak2 skrg umur 14, lukis guna Wacom dh mcm pro giller. Aku umur 14 proportion mmg astaghfirullah..!
And then this thing..
The second time dia offer aku
Nk psycho aku lg skali lh tu
Tournament. Start bulan 4.
Ceyy nk nmpk cool sikit aku hesitate
But lemme tell u this
I kasi excuse yg plg jujur buat pembaca kt sini
SUMPAH AKU TAKUT WEH
MMG LA BLANJA SEMUA SPONSOR TANGGUNG TAPI SAPE JE MAU KENE GASAK DLM CUBIC BUAT KEJE SORG2 PRESSURE SORG2 ASYIK HADAP PAKAR NEGARA YG KEJAM
Keje design aje mmg dh xtido
dasar hati tisu
Hdp ni je dh cukup tabah. Elok lg la drpd haritu lari dari stpm.
Dulu aku masih boleh survive dgn adanya kwn2 yg actually nk amik seni n supportive..n u know what?
I admire their determination n never give up
Hati kental muka tembok telinga kebal
Thatās what tru budak seni bagi aku
And they finally deserve their place after their outstanding effort
Unlike me yg so much dependant. Still kene psycho oleh ayah aku utk buat kereta. Sobs sobs. No worries daddy ur still a man of inspiration
I wanna be looked for who I am and what I can actually do. Bukannya sbb terpalit dgn segala kelebihan. Those are not me.
And if I bnyk kekurangan, I am willing to be taught because I wanted to. Itās my choice.
Pastu kalau kau duduk dlm kls design, pakar design akn cakap design, kalau kau dlm kelas network, pkr network akan ckp network. Paham kan?
Lepas tuā¦let the critic session begin!
Hyperbola utk situation ni mcm ko kene soal, libas dgn malaikat penjaga kubur tp dlm time frame Mizan slps Mahsyar nuh
Pergh, punyala nk kasi hyperbola mcm pernah lalu
Memalu-nakutkan bukan? Hahahaha
Sepatutnya kalau tak perlu bukak satu persatu kan best
Papar je semua dlm satu screen n then shortlist yg terbaik
Mcm paper spm..lol (aku tahu la sbb ni ayah aku punya keje..mmg rare ah nk dpt score elok)
Boleh thn jugak budak design lelaki class kita. Perempuan yg bagus setakat aku nmpk td pun Amel. Yep. Yg tu aku caye, sbb dia boleh buat video n menang first prize.
Lol ni semua pun sbb bermula drpd dr randomly complain kenapa batch yg dia ajar kalini suka 'berjalan'
I was like, huh? What's wrong with that? Dlm lab biasa pun diorg(bukan aku lah) jln rata2 sembang blablabla
Katanya senior sbelum ni bising still ya ampun tp bila suruh buat kerja, statik kerja(buat sungguh2)..ini tidak..berjln rata cerak tgk kwn, kerja sendiri xbuat pun
Ok maybe salah kami jugak sbb mengabaikan dia kt dpn- yg semestinya khusyuk memerhati, pastu sempat lg main face time lol..(tp aku waktu tu dh siap kerja)
Kira ok la tu drpd sedap2 gi seret bean bag pastu tido kt tgh karpet tu mntg2 ptg kan hahahahaha
So yeah..sapa nama tgh2 terlepas kena critic tu huntunglahhh
Aku pun kena critic gak
So apapun, i try to maintain rupa as professional as possible bcs i really wanna learn, kan?
Nasib baik juga sesi critic ni xberlarutan..haduh..*nervous laughter*
Tp hadiahnyaā¦hari khamis xde lab!
HORAAYYY
..tp ada labtest >:)
Fuh selamat jadual balik aku
So kesimpulannya,
Nk taknak ko hdp je la
I believe ini semua plan admin faculty semacam mana subjek programming
You know..letak tenaga pakar sbg pengajar diploma sbb nk cari org utk that tournament
Seems legit, kan?
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Class DIT 1/1
Rumour says, kelas paling glamour
Kelas plg rare satu utem
Kalau tak suka utem pun boleh merasa lah duduk U lain bila kau warga kelas ni
Sbb kelas ni paling ramai n then ada 3 org ja lelaki.
I don't get bila budak perempuan seksyen 2 kata bestnya kelas ni sbb ramai perempuan
Bagi aku ramai lelaki la best. Maybe sbb aku dulu sekolah perempuan, agama lak tu. Mcm2 ragam baru aku kenal.
Haha..dulu kalau kami usya laki yg dtg melawat sikit pun dah kena bletiaq dgn 'ustazah'
Lol asaaaaaaalll dulu ada 5 org lelaki dlm 36 pljr kelas ni
Ada 36 pelajar kelas Es One G One. Hanif, Iqmal, Azriq, Pidod dan Haziq adalah lelaki. Haziq dropped out. Pidot kecewa kwn satu sectionnya dulu meninggal utem kemudian pindah section(lol). Iqmal lonely n desperate tahap nk mampus sebab Hanif is Batman, si Azriq aka Aby ni pun kejap ada kejap xde cam biskut. So dia heret member hawau dia- Hilman n Nasir masuk kelas ni atas win2 situation. Hanif pun jeles gak nk ikut member, so dia pun tukau kelas. Siapakah ketua kelas ini? Lol.
Haha boleh buat soalan math dh mcm ni
Takpe nanti hujung sem I lukis peta meja mcm aku suka buat dulu hehehehehe
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15 March
Euphoria
Lepas bengkel, aku igt senyap2 nk balik Satria
Tapi dtg balik tau! Pukul 1.30 nanti
Ikut Su n the gang cause depa xda class
My bengkel mates semua budak AD
How irony bila kt uitm org tahu AD tu budak arts design tapi kt utem AD is active directory, lol
So not after sejam..huhu kupaksakan daku kembali semula ke kelas
Worth it drpd mencangak ja kt kaki lima tunggu pukul 2
Nasib baik ada bas kalau tak suam2 demam aku meredah kehangatan hanya dgn teduhan payung
Aku sempat terpikir jugak nk ponteng lab media lak hehehe
Kelas ni xleh selalu xda kalau x dia mls nk pegi
Tp specifically utk subjek ni aku ada kesedaran sivik yg tinggi.. Hahaha
Or maybe just my motivation fuel yg masih bersisa
Yep mmg wajar pergi bila Mr Zuly bg submission task
Annoying+menakutkan pulak sedar2 dia tengokkkk ja blkg aku
Aku dahla waktu tu duk main pecah2 logo ftmk sampai berterabur lol
Maybe sbb sebelah aku tu Mirul
Mirul tu kan budak class design dia
Hehe nasib baik Dr xtahu nama aku!
Mungkin dia dh kenal muka aku
Dahla aku selalu duduk depan
Pastu haritu pasal yg sketching tu
Tapi dia xtahu nama aku!
Bagus! Let it be a mystery!
Biarlah. I just wanna do my best. Malas aku nk ikut betul2 his perfect standard
His surname pun literally means xde dosa so yeah..
Tgk Mirul pun tah pape jdnya. Certain technics dia tahu. Tapi xreti nak export? Whaaat?
At least membantu, walaupun inferior jugak bila duduk sbelah budak competition
Benda yg kelakar psl multimedia is bila kita berharap pada nasib benda tu jadi
"YYEAARRSSGGHHH!"
Mirul punya muka euphoric bila 'akhirnya apa yg aku buat menjadi' tu xleh blah! š
Kalau aku, aku just senyum meleret pandang screen sambil angguk2 - "haa..!"
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14 March
Pepperonis
Ok taktaula kenapa kawan2 aku jiwang sgt pi up story kt wasap. Sedih nau bunyinya..cam putus cinta je. Ataupun cinta x berbalas? Hmm..
Aku faham. Someday diorg nk kahwin. They all keep talking about getting married, jodoh blablabla..
Then i came across this story on ig written by budak 19 tahun. Setahu aku, budak ni dulu pernah ada bf. And then idk what happens tapi sounds like dh lama breakup.
Dia ckp pasal doa diri sendiri dulu bg jd yg terbaik utk sapapun si dia nanti
Terus aku teringat pasal kawan2 aku yg err...berduka cinta ni (aduh..)
Lagipun dulu masa bljr Syariah, ustzh pun ada ckp yg kita mesti doa dari sekarang utk jumpa Mr Right, moga dijauhkan drpd Mr Wrong
I'm telling this bukan mknanya aku tgh cari jodoh ye!
Member kene la hibur member sikit bila diorg sedih
But make it general so it doesn't seem too obvious on who u are addressing to hahahaha
Actually aku pun rimas jugak psal member cita2 nk khwin ni
Sampai mlm2 nk tido pun aku boleh dengar video live manja2 dgn pakwe..siot la
Nasib baik jumpa kt mydin tegur aku!
But all i can do is respect their choices so..okay
You're still my friend right?
You're not gonna forget me right?
Nanti kenduri ajak tau!
For now, i just don't have plans on getting married
Aku pun masih building network of friends
Aku suka hang out dgn org2 yg aku suka
Biarla org nk kata apa
As long as they treat me well, n be nice to me
Berkawan biar seribu
Berkasih biar satu
Hahahahaha
So this night, aku alone ronda pasar malam sorg2
Dahla mlm..eyesight aku tmbh blur kalau mlm
Ye la..sapa x sendu. 2 minggu kebelakangan ni ada teman
Dulu masa aku sempat jd form 6 ada
Yg boleh diajak pun duduk jauh di sana
Huhuhu
Sendu pulak tgk para pakwe sana sini lanje order awek dia
Tambah lagi bila they alls your course mates
Pusing pi pusing mai..dpt sebungkus kuetiau kerang pun jdlah
Yeasss xnyesal bila panas2 berasap mcm ni
Tp mlm ni mcm kureng meriah sikit drpd last week walaupun sesak jugak 2 row
Aku duk mkn adik aku tanya ws on behalf of her members yg suka stalk ig aku
"Weh hg dh ada bf ka"
Takde soalan sendu lain ke?? Lol
Aku jd jeles lak Ekin dgn Hilman gi tgk KL Special Force
Mula2 aku igtkn Ekin nk gi dating ngan sapela bila Nana sungguh2 gosip
Ler rupanya diorg berdua, betul jgk bila pagi td diorg bising2
Pastu late at that night, Ekin wasap aku
Dia kata nk dtg rumah aku
Bila teringat yg td diorg gi 'dating'..
Hehehe terus melompat hatiku!
Korang memang terbaikla!
Tadaaa!
Oh yeasss hadiah komisyen aku dh sampai setelah 3 minggu (lambat! But nice surprise!)
Thank You Geng!
p/s jgn lupa birthday aku ^^
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