Jonathan Wells, âApril Morningâ
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I wonder, have I lived a skeleton's life,
As a questioner about reality,
A countryman of all the bones in the world?
Now, here, the warmth I had forgotten becomes
Part of the major reality, part of
An appreciation of a reality;
And thus an elevation, as if I lived
With something I could touch, touch every way.
Wallace Stevens, "First Warmth," from Collected Poetry and Prose
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The katy-dids at Ephrata return
But this time at another place.
It is the same sound, the same season,
But it is not Ephrata.
You said the dew falls in the blood.
ne dew falls deep in the mind
On life itself and there the katy-dids
Keep whanging their brass wings . . .
Say this to Pravda, tell the damned rag
That the peaches are slowly ripening.
Say that the American moon comes up
Cleansed clean of lousy Byzantium.
Say that in the clear Atlantic night
The plums are blue on the trees. The katy-dids
Bang cymbals as they used to do.
Millions hold millions in their arms.
Wallace Stevens, "Memorandum," from Collected Poetry and Prose
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The father keeps on living in the son, the world
Of the father keeps on living in the world
Of the son. These survivals out of time and space
Come to us every day. And yet they are
Merely parts of the general fiction of the mind:
Survivals of a good that we have loved,
Made eminent in a reflected seeming-so.
Wallace Stevens, excerpt of "Tradition," from Collected Poetry and Prose
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The Night Migrations
by Louise GlĂŒck
This is the moment when you see again
the red berries of the mountain ash
and in the dark sky
the birdsâ night migrations.
It grieves me to think
the dead wonât see them --
these things we depend on,
they disappear.
What will the soul do for solace then?
I tell myself maybe it wonât need
these pleasures anymore;
maybe just not being is simply enough,
hard as that is to imagine.
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Letter to a Lost Friend
by Barbara Hamby
There must be a Russian word to describe what has happened
between us, like ostyt, which can be used
for a cup of âtea that is too hot, but after you walk to the next room,
and return, it is too cool; or perekhotet,
which is to want something so much over months
and even years that when you get it, you have lost
the desire. Pushkin said, when he saw his portrait by Kiprensky,
âIt is like looking into a mirror, but one that flatters me.â
What is the word for someone who looks into her friendâs face
and sees once smooth skin gone like a train that has left
the station in Petersburg with its wide avenues and nights
at the Stray Dog Cafe, sex with the wrong men,
who looked so right by candlelight, when everyone was young
and smoked hand-rolled cigarettes, painted or wrote
all night but nothing good, drank too much vodka, and woke
in the painful daylight with skin like fresh cream, books
everywhere, Lorca on Gogol, Tolstoy under Madame de Sévigné,
so that now, on a train in the taiga of âSiberia,
I see what she seesâ â âall my books alphabetized and on shelves,
feet misshapen, hands ribbed with raised veins,
neck crumpled like last weekâs newspaper, while her friends
are young, their skin pimply and eyes bright as puppiesâ,
and who can blame her, for how lucky we are to be loved
for even a moment, though I canât help but feel like Pushkin,
a rough ball of âlead lodged in his gut, looking at his books
and saying, âGoodbye, my dear friends,â as those volumes
close and turn back into oblong blocks, dust clouding
the gold leaf that once shimmered on their spines.     Â
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One day the patterned carpet, the folding chairs,
the woman in the blue suit by the door examining her split ends,
all of it will go on without me. I'll have disappeared,
as easily as a coin under lake water, and few to notice the difference
âa coin dropping into the darkeningâ
and West 4th Street, the sesame noodles that taste like too much peanut butter
lowered into the small white paper cartonâall of it will go on and onâ
and the I that caused me so much trouble? Nowhere
or grit thrown into the garden
or into the sticky bodies of several worms,
or just gone, stoppedâlike the Middle Ages,
like the coin Whitman carried in his pocket all the way to that basement
bar on Broadway that isn't there anymore.
Oh to be in Whitman's pocket, on a cold winter day,
to feel his large warm hand slide in and out, and in again.
To be taken hold of by Walt Whitman! To be exchanged!
To be spent for something somebody wanted and drank and found delicious.
Marie Howe, "One Day," from Magdalene: Poems
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I know that you think you already know butâ
Wait
Longer than that.
even longer than that.
Marie Howe, "What the Silence Says," from Magdalene: Poems
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The first cold morning, the little pumpkins lined up at the corner market, and
the girl walks along Hudson Street to school and doesn't look back.
The old sorrow blows in with the scent of wood smoke
as I walk up the five flights to our apartment and lean hard against
the broken dishwasher so it will run. Then it comes to me: Yes I'll die,
so will everyone, so has everyone. It's what we have in common.
And for a moment, the sorrow ceased, and I saw that it hadn't been sorrow
after all, but loneliness, and for a few moments, it was gone.
Marie Howe, "October," from Magdalene: Poems
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When he went into the garden the night before
And fell with his face to the ground
what he imagined was not his torture, not his own death
That's what the story says, but that's not what he told me.
He said he saw the others the countless in his name
raped, burned, lynched, stoned, bombed, beheaded, shot, gassed,
gutted and raped again.
Marie Howe, "Magdalene on Gethsemane," from Magdalene: Poems
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When Moses pleaded, and Yaweh agreed at least to let the people
hear His voice,
it's said that he allowed each person to hear what each could bear
to the very brim of that and no more.
Afterwards the people said, Please Moses, from now on you listen.
We don't want to hear it. You do the talking and listening now.
Being with the teacher was a little like that
as thought he were a book too difficult to read.
So, I thought I had to become more than I was, more than I'd been.
but that wasn't it. It seemed rather that
something had to go. Something had to be let go of.
It wasn't that I saw something newâor saw suddenly into him,
not that, not ever
but that the room itself, whatever room we might be standing in,
assumed an astonishing clarity:
and the things in the room: a table, a cup, a meowing cat.
Marie Howe, "The Teacher," from Magdalene: Poems
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Teacher, they said to Jesus, The law of Moses says to stone her. What do you say? âJohn 8:5
You know how it is when your speeding car spins on the ice at night
and you think here it is?
When the deer spring across the headlights?
When you begin to slip down the steep and icy steps?
Now imagine someone is about to push you, someone you know
and then they donât.
Marie Howe, "Magdalene: The Woman Taken in Adultery," from Magdalene: Poems
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When I walked across a room I saw myself walking
as if I were someone else,
when I picked up a fork, when I pulled off a dress,
as if I were in a movie.
                                   It's what I thought you saw when you looked at me.
So when I looked at you, I didnât see you
I saw the me I thought you saw, as if I were someone else.
I called that outsideâwatching. Well I didnât call it anything
when it happened all the time.
But one morning after I stopped the pillsâstanding in the kitchen
for one second I was inside looking out.
Then I popped back outside. And saw myself looking.
Would it happen again? It did, a few days later.
My friend Wendy was pulling on her winter coat, standing by the kitchen door
and suddenly I was inside and I saw her.
I looked out from my own eyes
and I saw: her eyes: blue gray   transparent
and inside them: Wendy herself!
Then I was outside again,
and Wendy was saying, Bye-bye, see you soon,
as if Nothing Had Happened.
She hadnât noticed. She hadnât known that Iâd Been There
for Maybe 40 Seconds,
and that then I was Gone.
She hadnât noticed that I Hadnât Been There for Months,
years, the entire time sheâd known me.
I neednât have been embarrassed to have been there for those seconds;
she had not Noticed The Difference.
This happened on and off for weeks,
and then I was looking at my old friend John:
: suddenly I was in: and I saw him,
and he: (and this was almost unbearable)
he saw me see him,
and I saw him see me.
He said something like, You're going to be ok now,
or, It's been difficult hasn't it,
but what he said mattered only a little.
We metâin our mutual gazeâin between
a third place I'd not yet been.
Marie Howe, "The Affliction," from Magdalene: Poems
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I care for neither fugues nor feathers.
What interests me most is the people
Who have always interested me most,
To see them without their passions
And to understand them.
Perhaps, without their passions, they will be
Men of memories explaining what they meant.
One man opposing a society
If properly misunderstood becomes a myth.
I fear the understanding.
Death ought to spare their passions.
Memory without passion would be better lost.
But memory and passion, and with these
The understanding of heaven, would be bliss,
If anything would be bliss.
How strange a thing it was to understand
And how strange it ought to be again, this time
Without the distortions of the theater,
Without the revolutions' ruin,
In the presence of the barefoot ghosts!
Perception as an act of intelligence
And perception as an act of grace
Are two quite different things, in particular
When applied to the mythical.
As for myself, I feel a doubt:
I am uncertain whether the perception
Applied on earth to those that were myths
In every various sense, ought not to be preferred
To an untried perception applied
In heaven. But I have no choice.
In this apologetic air, one well
Might muff the mighty spirit of Lenin.
That sort of thing was always rather stiff.
Let's hope for Mademoiselle de Lepinasse,
Instead, or Horace Walpole or Mrs. Thrale.
He is nothing, I know, to me nor I to him.
I had looked forward to understanding. Yet
An understanding may be troublesome.
I'd rather not. No doubt there's a quarter here,
DixhuitiĂšme and Georgian and serene.
Wallace Stevens, "Lytton Strachey, Also, Enters into Heaven," from Collected Poetry and Prose
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â Mary Oliver, from Blue Horses, "Little Crazy Love Song"
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Meyer is a bum. He eats his pie.
He eats red cherry pie and never saysâ
He makes no choice of wordsâ
Cherries are ri . . . He would never say that.
He could not. Neither of us could ever say that.
But Meyer is a bum.
He says "That's what I call red cherry pie."
And that's his way. And that's my way as well.
We two share that at least.
What is it that we share? Red cherry pie
When cherries are in season, or, at least
The way we speak of it.
Meyer has my five senses. I have his.
This matters most in things that matter least.
And that's red cherry pie.
Wallace Stevens, "What They Call Red Cherry Pie," from Collected Poetry and Prose
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The sounds of rain on the roof
Are like the sound of doves.
It is long since there have been doves
On any house of mine.
It is better for me
In the rushes of autumn wind
To embrace autumn, without turning
To remember summer.
Besides, the world is a tower.
Its winds are blue.
The rain falls at its base,
Summers sink from it.
The doves will fly round.
When morning comes
The high clouds will move,
Nobly as autumn moves.
The man of autumn,
Behind its melancholy mask,
Will laugh in the brown grass,
Will shout from the tower's rim.
Wallace Stevens, "Secret Man," from Collected Poetry and Prose
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